You left me for a girl... like every other guy.. you never loved me. You never cared. You wouldn't hurt yourself if I killed myself... I fell in love with you.... and it turns out the feelings weren't the same... I loved you. I miss you and you feel nothing towards me. Never did... and the fact that every time I wanted a break from you to just think for a few days and you always said you want to kill yourself I collapsed because I loved you.. And now... you broke up with me... no remorse. No tears. Nothing. I say I want to kill myself and nothing.... just a simple don't. I would beg for you not to kill yourself, even though you wouldn't, and all I get is a don't. That's how I know you never cared or loved for me. You're all boo hoo when I try to take a break from you but when you break up with me.... you expect me to shed no tears. To just move on from someone I fell in love with... you don't know how much pain I'm going through... I wish this was just some sick joke, but it's not. You really doesn't love me, care about me or want me. You clearly, never did. But what hurts the most... is I loved you too much and now I can't let go... all I want now is to have you back. I don't want money. I don't want Christmas. I just want you... I wish I could move on and find some one 'better' but to me, there is no one better than you. I love you so fucking much I swear it will be the death of me.
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ПоэзияI'm just posting things I've wrote, small stories and my feelings. Care to read if you'd like. Requested by my friend to do this.
