Ever just been in a certain part of your life where you wanna move on. But. You dont know what to do. Where to go. How to move on. When you're gonna be 15 soon and yet you feel like yesterday was your first day of kindergarten. And yet you know not everythings easy. And yet you still have that expectation of happiness. And yet. You try. And next think you know.you find yourself talking to a lot of guys. And you fall for one. Even though they're 6 hours from you. They're in canada but theyre also almost 19. But they treat you well. And then you're happy. Hes not like everyone else. He takes my pain away he makes me laugh. Smile and he makes me feel something for the first time in awhile. But youre also waiting for the words 'I dont love you' or 'ive been cheating' because you're so used to that happening. And now. Now hearing the words I love you that are actually meant are rare and they suprise me. I don't know where I'm going with this. Im just afraid of heartbreak. I was afraid of falling for someone else. And now look at me. What am i doing with myself. I wanna curl into a ball and come out years later.
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My Writings
ŞiirI'm just posting things I've wrote, small stories and my feelings. Care to read if you'd like. Requested by my friend to do this.
