Its been 4 days since the command thingy started. And those little games that I played on him was game over, since the day he got really mad at me caused I took off his bandana. I was just mad and shocked and irritated at him. Because of that he became more beast and make my life even worst
I felt like a zombie walking down stairs to cook her master's meal
Days felt like forever.. He thought I was his slave, he mandate me everything I do.. He let me wash dishes every time we eat, clean the house every 6 hours, do the laundry EVERY FREAKING DAY!with no washing machine just use your hands, he let me clean the bathroom and what's the worse is he always let me sleep around 11 in the evening and woke me up around 4 in the morning. He told me that, that was his sleep hour and if he can do sleep in 5 hours why couldn't I?.. I can't complained it was part of the deal even though I wanted to punched him so hard
It was really hard for me to do something that I never did before..
I was holding back the temper, madness, anger and loneliness boiling inside of me... Because even Carl or Marie can't do anything. They just looked at me with a pity eyes and I hated it
Thresh was unbelievable! And oh so evil monster!
Sometimes I found myself crying at the bathroom.. Asking myself why would I ever live?
Life is so cruel
"What the hell are you staring at Tara?! Go cooked my food" Thresh shouted rudely and I snapped out of my thoughts and grips the pan tightly as I closed my eyes telling myself.. I can do this
Patience.. Tara, Patience
"Just wait sir" Thresh didn't wanted to called him by name except for Carl and Marie.. Of course
"Faster!" He shouted again
"Shut up bitch" I whisper but gritted through my teeth
"What was that?" The devil himself shows up and lean on the counter.. I smiled fake and tightly at him
"Nothing, just singing" he glared at me and raised an eyebrow
"Really huh?"
"Big deal?" I shrug
"Shut up and cook" he stated as rudely as he ever been
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"Tara! Where the heck are you!" No no no.. I'm hiding myself under the bed, just taking nap. Marie and Carl was no where to find cause they buy some food
He shouted again and again until there's a loud bang coming from the door. He walked angrily in the room and scanned it
"Don't fucking hid on me little girl" he gritted through his teeth. And I felt like my body's shaking in fear. He opened the closest and the other one he walked through the bed and stopped at the corner of it which my feet is struggles to hid. Suddenly I felt someone held my feet and pushed me towards to him I shrieked loudly
He sat in my stomach and pinned my hands on the top of my head
"Why the hell are you hiding from me?" He lowered his face and I closed my eyes. I'm so scared because first he doesn't wear his bandanna since the day I took that off, he only wore it when he came outside of the house and second he do looked like a beast
"I was looking for something Thresh please released me.." I whispered not able to opened my eyes
"Looking for something? Thresh? What did I told you about calling me by my name" I didn't answered
"Tara opened your eyes and tell me what the hell did I told you about calling me by my name" he stated slowly and madly, I still didn't do it and fought back the tears trying to escape from my eyes
"Opened it!" He shouted and I did and tears started flowing from my eyes
"Get off me" I told him harshly and shook off my body tried my best to escape from him
Which is of course didn't enough
"Tell me-" I gather all the strength I had to shout at him and stopped him in his sentence
"What do you want from me?! Why are you slaving me? What did I ever do to you. To do this to me?" But then my voice came out crack and for the very first time I saw an emotions on his eyes. He didn't answer
"Are you doing this to make me leave? To leave you alone or because you're still mad that I took off you're bandana" he blinked those emotions away
"Yes and yes you don't have right to that and You're a threat to my family"
"You could just said it to me. I'm sorry"
"I did but you use my sister to turn over me"
"But I thought...
you guys accepted me.. I thought this was my home" I whispered and adverted my eyes on him feeling shame for what I thought I am
What a fool.. What a fool
"Accepted? Home?" He laugh dryly " No one accepted you except from Marie.. You know, we just pitied you. Tell you why? You always beg for the love-"
"Stop" I cried. Trying not to hear his words and trying to escape again from his grips but he just keep it tighter
"That you wouldn't get nor received on your family" he continued and his words stab to my heart and I looked at him found no emotions
"And you know what? for almost a week that you stayed here-" he continued
"Stop!I have enough! Stop it!!" I shrieks but he still didn't.. Yes, call me coward but I can't face the truth.. The truth that no ones going to accept me and love me— for being who I am
"I found out that you are-" and I do the thing that I am really sure that every person would do to stop the person who's talking and because I can't slap or punch him
I kissed him.. I lifted my head and kissed him hard, at first my lips crushed to his teeth and he bite it but not enough to make it bleed. He also surprised at my actions but he kisses me back anyway. His lips is rough but soft at the same time, he slowly losses his grips at me and made its way through the back of my neck and holds it softly to gets a better access of my lips as he controlled the kisses
And I lost myself on those kisses, I forgot the reason why I kissed him
I am crazy, he is crazy.. The last thing I knew was to kiss him like I never kissed anyone before
When he losses his grips on me I put my hands on his cheeks I wanted to slap him really hard. But I found myself putted it softly as I deepened the kiss. I kissed him hard, rough and I gave up all the emotions I felt over him
After minutes or so, I first broke from our kisses and breath heavily.. He puts his forehead over mine
"I'm sorry" he blurted and I was shocked. His eyes held mine " I was furious, I thought you leave-"
"Please release me" I don't to hear his explanations. I was mad at him for treating me like this. And mad at myself for acting like a stupid bitch. " and don't worry after this deal we have right now.. I'm leaving.. You won't ever see me again "
I saw a regret and hurt in his eyes and right now I am confused.. But I leave it anyway, he want this, I want this
He got up and leave me and I burst out in silent cries
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FanficI'm so mad at them cause they don't care about me " I whisper and lower my gaze I see his hands curl into fist "Are you done? Was that even my concern?" my eyes widen in his responce I thought he's going to hug me or some sort of guys doing when the...