Im like soooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry i havent gotten to update!!! My computer had been acting really stuipid and not letting me open any files. but its all better now. sorry agian that this took so long. I hope you like it and i might even post part 4 today as well. Watch the video that i put on here as well, it goes like freaking perfectly with the story. plus ive seen them in concert. lol enjoy!
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(Part three)
When I got home, I began to prepare for the party. I put on my beautiful dress, shoes and jewelry, then I did my hair and makeup. I looked at my reflection, wow.... The black heels made my legs look long and elegant, the dress fit to my curves in a pleasing way, but not in a way that made me looked like a whore. The dress was black and that faded out to silver at the bottom, it had a left sleeve but no right one.(to see her dress: http://www.dancedress.com/images/P/main_bev_blk_silv0293.jpg) My makeup wasn't very heavy, and looked very natural, and the darker eye shadow made my eyes leap out. I grabbed my black and silver handbag and walked down the hall to my sisters room door, and knocked. "Come in!" she sang. I came in and she smiled at me, what a mask, I could see the pain in her eyes but she was clean for now and able to at least think clearly, she looked amazing with her silver dress with black vines and flowers swirling around it. (Nights dress: http://cdn.is.bluefly.com/mgen/Bluefly/prodImage.ms?productCode=2073093&width=300&height=300.jpg) Her silver heels glinted with every step and her makeup and long loose hair made her eyes seem deep and dark. She walked over and hugged me, smiling and said "Oh, Luna! You look so beautiful. I love your dress, so simple but perfect for you." I smiled at her "you look better than I do. And I love how your whole outfit sparkles with your personality!" She smiled, "Hun, we look the same." She laughed in a healthy way for once, the doorbell rang . "Go on, ill met you there." She winked then gently nudged me out of her room. It had been a long time since we had talked and not yelled or fought with each other. I answer the door. Logan, stood with his back towards me and then when he turned around he just looked at for me a little and said "wow...." Under his breath, I took his arm smiling. "Let's go babe." He smiled back. We walked out to his black mustang with neon green racing stripes, then headed for the party.
Finally Logan and I had some time to talk. We don't get that often. He asked me how I had been, and how night, and mom where coping. I asked him how school was going, and how everyone was doing at their college classes. He was studying to be a Criminalist, to stop what had happened to so many, the pain that he would endure with losing me, might even help him in that. Learning to cope with pain and emotion was part of the job. When we arrived at the party, Logan helped me out of the car, and I took his arm and he led me in. When the doors opened we stepped onto a silver carpet and walked in as everyone yelled "Happy birthday!" and we were ushered to the center where the carpet turned black and sparkled like the night and there were two tables of gifts. Silver ones for me and black ones for Night. I smiled at the cake in the middle of the two tables. It was a white with black designs swirling all around it and was about 5 layers tall. I smiled even bigger, I love cake.
(the cake: http://www.moranpix.com/images/portfolio/2008/CG-cake-on-black.jpg)
Night walked in then and she got the same greeting I did. She met me in the center and we hugged. I smiled at her and we cut the cake. Everyone cheered as we took the first bite, crossing arms and feeding a bite to each other. After we finished out cake we opened presents. I went through all of them and then came to the last and smallest present. It was from Logan. It was an onyx and diamond heart necklace with a matching ring.
(Necklace: http://www.bestjewelries.com/wpcontent/uploads/2009/08/necklaces_2.jpg
Ring: http://cn1.kaboodle.com/hi/img/2/0/0/f2/f/AAAAAs2acB4AAAAAAPLx3g.jpg)
I squealed and jumped into his arms, giving him a long deep kiss. He smiled at me when I broke it. "So you like it?" he breathed. I nodded.
A few hours later after the party really picked up, all went to hell. Night had kicked off her shoes and lost her dress so she was in only a silky black slip that had gone under it. She sat down on her knees in a small pool and leaned back pushing her chest out as they poured buckets of wine over her. She laughed and drank and danced in a way that made men drool. I was disgusted. I had never known what she did at parties, and now I did and I sure as hell didn't like it. I walked over and picked up her shoes and dress, then grabbed her arm and dragged her outside. "what's wrong Luna?" she asked with a foggy expression. "YOU! ACTING LIKE A FUCKING WHORE! YOU! RUINGING YOUR LIFE! WHAT WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?" Her expression darkened. This was going to get ugly. "WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU CARE! You don't even care that your dyeing...." She mumbled the last part. I wanted to slap her but instead I said "Night. Hun, do you not see me? do you not see the pain I'm going through? Yes I care that I'm dying it kills me even more to know that I have to leave you all, but I can't help it. Can't you just be happy and enjoy the time you have left with me? instead of ruining your life?" Angry tears streaked her cheeks. "I hate you..... I hate you so much.... You're going to leave me... all alone. My biggest fear since we were kids was that you would abandon me... and now you are." "night... I'm not abandoning.." I didn't get to finish my sentence, night exploded. She struck out and slapped me, hard enough to knock me back. "JUST SHUT UP!!! SHUT UP! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! YOU JUST DON'T!" I raged back, losing my temper "I DON'T UNDERSTAND?!?! IM THE ONE DIEING IM THE, YOU'RE THE ONE WHO DOSENT UNDERSTAND!" Night crumpled, with rage and pain, she turn and rand for her car, jumped in and sped away. I ran to Logan's car jumped in jammed the key into the ignition and shifted it into drive. Logan hopped into the car and just barely got the door shut before I floored it. I sped down the road in the opposite direction night had taken. I didn't want to be anywhere near her. Angry hurt tears streamed down my cheeks and my face hurt where she had hit me. "Are you ok?" Logan asked. I shook my head. "I'm so tired of it.... I'm going to die, and there is nothing anyone can do to stop that..... I wish they could just be happy and enjoy the time they have with me now....." He just nodded. "You know I love you right? I love you so much..." I smiled "I love you to babe." Then a light shined through my window and as I turned and looked the glass exploded out of the windows, and I was thrown from my seat into the windshield then whiplashed back and I was crushed between the driver's door as it buckled and the consol then thrown into Logan's lap, beaten, crushed, and broken. It had all happened so fast, that until I had time to look over what had happened I hadn't even known know I'm back to where I was.....
Logan pulled us from the debris and held me in his arms rocking back and forth...
You think of the oddest things right before you die. I thought of all the people I had hurt, all the good stuff I could have done, but didn't. all the people who would miss me, all the people I hurt. I hated myself for not fixing my broken relationship with my sister, those last hateful words I said and wish I could have the chance to take back. I thought of how bloody I must be, and how awful it was for him to see me this way. Torn to shreds, bloody, my hair tangled with dirt and grime, how scratched my face must be, and the trickles of blood running from between my lips. I'm with him still, as he cradles me in his lap, his face buried in my hair, and his hot tears are falling on my face as he cries silently. He thinks I'm dead, but I'm still here, barley, but I'm here. He is whispering to me, he says he loves me, that he'll die without me, but I know better. It will be hard for him, I don't doubt that, but he'll move on, eventually. I know he'll find someone better, someone who will be able to stay with him longer than I have. I don't hurt anymore though, so I guess this is for the best. I'm very warm, it's no longer cold, the blinding light, it never came, but a comfortable darkness has engulfed me. I wanted to tell him to smile, I didn't want him to cry, not for me anyway. He should be happy for me, I'm not in pain anymore. With the very last of my life, soul and essence I smiled for him, then my own life flickered out of existence.............
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