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{Chapter 15}

"*LAUGH*" <----- Me and Jonathan

"Why are you crying?" We both synced even thought the tears and emotion we felt is not matched to our reaction laughing hard.

"Because of the pain you gave me" I answered.

"Because of you" 0_0 Did he just say that?

"There's no way I'd be crying because of the situation happening right? This is just a big mistake." I said with a bitter laugh and smile as tears continued to stroll down my cheeks. I can't get my hopes up. I hate myself for wanting too.

"I said you because you gave me pain too" He explained even with the tears still in his eyes that kept streaming down. I hate the situation right now.

"I accept your apology" He suddenly said.

"Same here" I backed.

"So uhh, I'll go find the others" He excused as he wiped the tears on his face.

"I can't believe this happened. You'll have to excuse me for a moment. I'll come back with the others. Wait here" He said before leaving me in the garden. I wiped the tears that streamed down my cheeks like crazy.

"Here" I saw someone infront of me giving me over a handkerchief.

"No thanks" I said as I smiled bitterly.

"I insist. It's not right to see a woman crying. So when I see one, I help them. Beside, I believe that your someone with a good and great story here" He said as he sat beside me and gave me the handkerchief.

"Oh, that's nothing. What's your name by the way?" I changed the topic.

"The name's Kurt Lindon. Please call me Kurt" He said with a satisfying smile.

"The name's---"

"Amy Sanchez. I know, I wouldn't be here if I weren't a writer right? Your story overwhelmed my emotion. That's why I came here to see you." See me?

"After 5 months of releasing your story. You've been a great hit. I just wanted to...say thank you. Because of you, I've been inspired to make a story. I'm a newbie by the way. I started last month" He explained.

"I heard your speech. I just wanted to ask if something bad happened in your highschool years." He said. I looked away and kept silent. I didn't want to have this conversation all over again.

"The guy here with you earlier. I assume that's Jonathan in real life" He said. I nodded in response.

"I suppose I need to get going. I still have some things to finish" He said as he stood up and looked at his wrist watch.

"Ok. Goodluck at your story writing by the way" I said with a glad smile. He smiled back at me before he left. Nice guy.

"Who was that" Jonathan stormed in while the other's by his side.

"A fan of mine, who's been inspired by my story to become a writer" I said as looked at him with a fine smile.

"You look like you had fun" Richan said as she sat beside me.

"I guess I did" I said.

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"Bye bye! See you tomorrow morning in the office" Richan yelled before she could enter her house.

"Ok!" I yelled back and waved. Now all that's left here is...Jonathan and me. I can't believe this is going to happen again!

"So what now?" He suddenly asked.

"What what now? Your supposed to escort me home" I said as my hands and legs shook.

"Not that. The conversation we had earlier" Your really putting me in a trance here. I don't want to discuss that stupidity!

"Oh that *laugh* nevermind that. It's just my foolishness. Let's just forget about that, the important thing is we gave each other the forgiveness we've been longing for." I said with the bitterest smile and laugh.

"But I don't want to forget! We didn't forgave each other! If we did, we wouldn't have to be like this after that!" He shouted as he bowed his head. I don't want to deal with this for now.

"I need to go. I forgot something at the party. I-I-I-I left my purse at the table!" I excused as I open the door and ran away afterwards. There I go again. Running away from the troubles and mistakes I've done years ago.I wanted to solve everything, but how can I if I can't move? If I can't leave the past behind? If I can't let go of something I cherished? If I can't break the wall that has been hiding me from years?

When can I...
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Finish this?

*END OF CHAPTER 15*