Dangerous- An Everlark Fanfiction {COMPLETED}

[6] Greedy

Katniss POV
four months later

"Katniss?" I hear Peeta shout from my bedroom.

"Yeah?" I answer back. I hold my blanket around my bare body as I make my way back to my room.

"You know I was wondering, we've been friends for like four months and I really like spending time with you, you know, you make me smile, laugh and I-"

I start to panic. What is he going to ask me? I told him 3 months ago that I'd never want to be more than friends with benefits. He's a good fuck and sure I like spending time with him. We hang out with each other at other times. We don't always have sex but we do spend a lot of time together. But that's just friends. That's not anything more. It can't be.

I do find myself shaking though. What if he says he wants us to be more than we are? What if I don't want too and he leaves? I don't want to be without him I know that. He is a good sense for comfort. But is that him? Or is that just because it's someone being consistent with me?

I snap back into reality with Peeta saying my name, "What?" I respond.

"I said I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me?"

A date? I've not been on one of those since Gale. Oh fuck I should've known this would happen. You fuck someone more than 3 times, or in case case about 50 times and they ask you out.

"Peeta," I start. I take the blanket off so I'm naked and I walk over to my bed and climb on top of him, "Baby," I say whilst kissing his neck but he stops me.

"Katniss sex doesn't avoid the question"

"Why can't it?" I whisper in his ear before straddling him and taking his hand in mine. I start to move our hands down my body and then back up again until his finger is at my mouth and I plant a soft kiss on it, "sex can fix anything" I say.

"That's the problem" Peeta snaps, making me back up a little, "sex doesn't fix everything Katniss, it doesn't fix that little hole in your heart that formed after you and Gale broke up"

I drop his hand and look at him with hurt eyes. I told him that in confidence. I told him that so I could explain to him why I needed him. He agreed there and then, never to bring it up again.

I stand up and walk over to get my blanket, "You know what fixed that hole?" Peeta starts but I cut him off.

"How do you know it's fixed?" I say with narrowed eyes.

"Because you don't have any nightmares anymore like when we first started seeing each other-"

"Peeta we are not seeing each other! We're fucking and that's it! God how many times! You're a good fuck and that's it!" I snap but immediately regret it when I see hurt form in Peeta's eyes.

He stands up and puts his jeans on over his boxers, walk over to me and places his hand gently over my heart, "I fixed that hole Katniss. And I didn't fix it by having sex with you. I fixed it by being there for you, I fixed it by holding you when you woke up crying and I fixed it because you know in your mind that I'm never going to leave you. That gives you a sense of happiness and a sense of peace."

I look at him and smile sadly before saying, "Why can't you just accept that fact that you help me by making me forget" i say before removing the blanket again. I take Peeta's hand from my heart to my breast, "you making me forget is what makes me happy" I tell him.

I pull down his jeans and when I see that he doesn't object I pull down his boxers, "if you want to help me," I say in his ear, "then fuck me"

I start pumping him in my hand and I hear a groan leave his throat. I smirk, knowing I've managed to leave that conversation behind.

I stop pumping him when he grabs my bum and tells me to jump. I do so and he carries me back over to the bed.

When he sets me down, he starts sucking on my neck and I moan at the feeling, "I'll never get enough of you" I tell him before flipping us over so I'm on top, "you make me so wet"

He groans and his hands find my hips just before I lower myself onto him.

When I feel him release I do too. I get off him and lay back down on my bed. A couple minutes later Peeta speaks, "Katniss what are we?"

"We're friends, who fuck a lot" I answer although something in my heart tells me that's not entirely true.