Red's POV
Tears rolled down my cheeks and I smiled. I love this place. I hate my house. My "home". Home is where the heart is right?
I don't know where my heart is.
I looked over the edge a feeling over fear and excitement washed over me.
"If I told you that I thought I was crazy, would you believe me?" I said to Dean who I knew had followed me.
There was silence then he said "no"
I didn't say anything. I gave a small laugh and stared down, watching my tears fall off.
"Push me" I said
"What?"
I stared out off the cliff.
"Push me"
"Why?" He asked
"Why not?"
Silence fell over us again. I could jump. I could walk off and fall into the trees and feel free for 3 seconds. Fly through the air.
"Do you ever wonder what happens after death? I mean I know some people think heaven, nirvana, afterlife but how do they know. What really happens?" I asked
"I'm not sure" he said from behind me.
"What if we just die?" I asked
"Then we just die" he said
I scooted more toward the edge. Free
"Red..." He said from behind me
I didn't say anything. It was so close.
I picked myself up and tried to jump. A hand landed on my arm and I crashed into Dean.
"Let me go" I said thrashing but he wouldn't let me go.
He pulled me into his grip and wrapped his arms around me tightly. I screamed profanities at him but he didn't let go.
I stopped finally and took deep breaths. I buried my head in his chest.
We stayed like that for a long time. The sun was already set and it was dark.
Then I pulled away from him suddenly and ran. I knew he didn't follow me.
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I didn't go back "home". Not to that hell hole where everything is my fault somehow. No, I stayed at a hotel stressing all night over the gang.
To many problems
I woke up and I didn't go to school. Not with my hair like this.
FML
Luke:
Hey babe ;)
Me:
Hi
Luke:
Wanna mess up my sheets with me? ;)
Me:
Not tonight
Luke:
Please ;(
I didn't respond to that. He was a selfish pervert who couldn't hold it in his pants and I could stand it.
I hate Luke. I hate my mom. I hate my dad. I hate Michelle. I hate the whole damn world.
I fell asleep with tears running down my face.
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Sorry about the short chapter stuffffz. I didn't have anymore ideas so that's it!
-Hannah❤️
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