Emptiness

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She sleeps all day, dreams of you in both worlds...Grief, sedated by orgasm. Orgasm heightened by grief. God was in the room when the man said to the woman, "I love you so much, wrap your legs around me and pull me in, pull me in, pull me in." Sometimes when he'd have her nipple in his mouth, she'd whisper "Oh my God." That too is a form of worship. Her hips grind. Pestle and water, cinnamon and gloves. Whenever he pulls out, lost. Dear moon we blame you for floods, for the flush of blood. For men who are also wolves. We blame you for the night, for the dark, for the ghosts.

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Beyoncé's POV

I got up and went to go check on blu and went down stairs to go sit next to nicki who was eating some doughnuts, her fat ass.

"Mmm

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"Mmm...heaven..." She rolled her eyes back and her groans filled the house. "Babe... Is it good?" I giggled and she looked at me. "Soooo good" she moaned starting on her second doughnut. "Girl eat all them doughnuts if you want to. You gonna look like one." I sat next to her pulling out me phone. "So... I ment to ask...but I just wanna make sure." She sat up and looked at me. "What's up?" She kept eating her doughnuts. "Do you know this Jada Tamia Maraj person?" I showed her a picture.

She looked at it and shook her head no

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She looked at it and shook her head no. "Well here's a little baby picture of her."

"Bey why you showing me pictures of this girl and

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"Bey why you showing me pictures of this girl and...she is so beautiful..." She took the phone and stared scrolling through her instagram.

She scrolled threw her instsgram for about 1 hour smiling. I'm guessing
She was something. "Ok bey don't say shit I don't wanna hear it ... This is my little girl..you know...that child with Aaron that would have been 16 any minute." She looked down. "I didn't even know she was still living, I put her up for adoption and she was terribly sick..." I watched as a tears fell down her face.

Nicki's POV 

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Nicki's POV 

I know... That's my baby girl.. I miss her so much. She has grown up so much with the time I left her. I always wanted to have a little chubby baby yo take care of breast feed her and hear her first words. I missed it all. Just because I wasn't ready just because I was 19 and couldn't take care of her on my own.. I just wish I could rekindle those times I missed and spent time with her. Maybe I should give her a call. Maybe... I'm pretty sure she might understand.

"You gonna share them doughnuts or I gotta take you for it..." Bey straddled me and I smiled. "Well here.." I got up and ran upstairs and closed the door.

"BITCH YOU GAVE ME AN EMPTY BOX FAT ASS COME HERE!"

I giggled and sat on the bed as she banged on the door

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I giggled and sat on the bed as she banged on the door. She would be alright cause I got another box.

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Hey guys short chapter ik... But next chapter. Oooo its gonna have to be a part two so...if you don't mind... I gotta go to bed I have school...byeeee😘😘😘😘

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