You'll be alright, as long as I'm not. (Pierce the Veil)

You're the only thing that's keeping me alive.

*So I took the last chapters name and made it this one. It just fit better. If you guys have ideas or want something to happen just leave a comment below!:)

 

         Savannah's P.O.V

          I wake up in a room that is very white. A couple chairs here and there and... A Mexican with spikey hair? He is sleeping in a chair next to my bed and he looks almost exactly like Jaime from Pierce the Veil... It's takes me a few minutes to realize I am in the hospital. I gather the thoughts of last night and remember my attempt at suicide and how I barely remember a man coming into my bathroom before everything went black. It must've been Jaime. Suddenly, he seems to stir and his eyes flutter open. He looks around and his eyes land on me. He sits up quickly and speaks.

"You're awake.. How are you feeling?" He asks.

"I'm feeling okay.. What- where- uh.. Why-"

Jaime cuts me off "You told us at the concert you were going to attempt suicide and for some reason it was so different from all the other fans. They tell us they're thinking about killing themselves but then they stop because we "saved" them. But.. You were so dead set on it. I had to do something."

I never imagined I would get mad at one of my biggest idols but I suddenly just burst out yelling.

"Do you have any idea what's going to happen?! Suicide is bad but it's even worse when it's just an attempt and it becomes a failed suicide!! Everyone is going to either laugh at me, hate me, or bully me and think of me differently! Everything's going to change and everyone is going to feel like they need to watch me! My life is just going to be worse!!"

Jaime's P.O.V

          She starts crying really hard and I just sit in the chair looking at her. I'm not sure what to do because she's obviously mad at me. I don't think I've ever had a fan yell at me. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong. I hesitate, but I get up and walk over to the bed. I watch out for all the chords and things that are hooked up to her and her cut up wrist and climb into the bed. I hug her and I'm not exactly sure what I'm doing but It's all in hope that it makes her feel better. She calms down and looks up at me and I wipe the tears from her face with my thumb.

"I'm sorry.." She says, and she starts tearing up again.

"No.. No, don't cry. It'll all be okay.. I'll find a way to help you."

We're now looking at each other and we start leaning into each other and our lips are almost touching when I suddenly back away. What am I doing? I try to think of something to say so it's not so awkward. 

"Um.. Your mom wanted to see you when you woke up. I should probably go get her."

She looks at me, seems disappointed but I'm not quite sure. I get off the bed and walk to the door.

"I'll be right back." I say with a nervous smile.

Her mom never said she wanted to see her. I don't even know where Savannah's mom is. I haven't seen her since the ambulance picked Savannah up from her house. For all her mom knows Savannah is dead right now.

*Sorry about the short chapter. I'll try my best to make the next one longer!