Meeting his Eyes (Ouran Highschool Host Club X Reader) ***HIATUS**

smiling costs a lot of lies.

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Seeing sempai walk out like that still stays in my head. The cake with honey senpai was delicious but hard to enjoy when I'm worrying over tamaki senpai.

Honey : oi, are you ok (y/n)-chan ? You seem to be spaced out.

Hikarou: she's worried about tamaki....

Hikarou speaks flatly. I dont know why but it stings to hear him speak like that.

Y/n: yo-

Hiakrou: (y/n), i need to talk to you in private. Now.

Y/n: o-oh ok ... 0-0

Hikarou grabs my hand and pulls me away from the delicious cake ;-;
And we talk outside in the hall.

Hikarou: i-i.... u-um *hugs you from behind * will you ..... take care of me
(y/n)..... ?

I stand there frozen. His body heat makes me shiver. His breathing is quick he's nervous....

Y/n: w-what?!

Hikarou: plz take care of me *kisses your cheek*

After his actions I try to stay cold and pull away.

Y/n: you can take care of your self -_-
*starts walking away*

Suddenly he speaks quietly merely a whisper.

Hikarou : *chuckles* you don't get it do you? ..... I love you.

I stop walking I just freeze in my spot.
I'm trying to say something but nothing comes out.
Hikarou walks towards me and kisses my nose and walks away.

Hiakrou: that was all I needed to say.

Once he leaves, my heart is pounding extremely hard. My emoitions are now everywhere. Did he completely confess to me?......
I shake my head vigorously trying to set things straight I sit on the floor leaning on the wall. Then I hear tamaki and someone else.
I walk over to his voice I see his back the girl he's talking I can't see her his body covers her.

Tamaki : listen it'll be okay just smile for me? Okay, as long as you smile I'll know that I'm doing my job right.

Girl: t-tamaki thankyou *hugs him*

I don't know why but a feel a bit of jealousy.

Tamaki: it's okay *kisses her* just smile so I know my job is done

Girl: t-tamaki *blushes and smiles* i love you....

Tamaki: I. .....

Before I can hear the rest I turn around and run away. It's all a lie. The only reason they paid attention to me was because they wanted me to smile. I feel tears spring from my eyes as I run I hear tamakis voice.

Tamaki: (y/n)!!!! Wait you don't understand....

I can hear his foot steps running after me. I don't dare turn around. I keep on running until I'm shoved against the wall.
I shut my eyes and turn my head away.

Tamaki: open your eyes ...

Tamaki growls at me his eyes looking at me. I open my eyes but once I do tears just spill out and i can't make them stop. I'm trying but all he can see is a girl crying. He tries to pat me but i jerk away.

Y/n: d-don't touch me !!!

I scream at him.
Y/n: this is what the host clubis just made out of?!?!? YOU'LL DO ANYTHING TO GET A GIRL SMILING....EVEN LIE OR MAKE HER FEEL SPECIAL OR LOVED OR HAVE HER EMOITIONS TANGLED UP..... JUST SO WHEN YOU DO SEE HER SMILE Y OH CAN LEAVE AND GO TO THE NEXT ONE... *speaks quieter* and here stupid me, thought maybe it was different. But who was I joking. Your ALL THE SAME

tamaki just looks at me and shakes his head.

Tamaki : I can explain.

Y/n: Then do. *bottom lip quievers*

Tamaki: youre right. Every piece of it. This is what we're made of.
Bu-

Before he can finish I slap him across the face, I walk away not wanting to listen anymore. Tamaki jerks my hand and body towards him and pylls me Close and kisses me. Its a rough kiss, a rough kiss that I'm trying to pull away from.

Tamaki : *speaks against your lips* don't reject me when you want to continue.....

I try to pull away but I can't so I kick him where the light don't shine.
He lets go and falls to the ground groaning. I run away and leave the school. My lips burn with the sensation and I just blush. I then scold myself because its all just a game.

It's all a lie... just to see me smile so they can leave .....

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