Meeting his Eyes (Ouran Highschool Host Club X Reader) ***HIATUS**

chapter 10

Okay a/n it's for a bit but still ik it's small compared to other books BUT my book is sooo close to 300 views XD

THANKYOU ILY ALL.

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I slightly hug them back, not wanting to show emotion. Just as we're all hugging (and im slightly hugging ) the doors burst open showing honey senpai and mori-kun.

Honey: HOW DARE YOU HUG (Y/N)-CHAN!?!?! T^T I'm supposed to be giving hugs.

Mori: we came to see if you were okay. Are you ?

Y/n: yes, I believe so..

Honey senpai surprised me by jumping on me and hugging me tight.

Y/n: h-honey!?!? >~<

Honey: d-did I hurt you ?

The way honey senpai asks me with such a sad face tears my heart.

Y/n: awwwsh honey! *hugs honey* of course you didn't!!

Karou and hikarou: oi, why does he get a real hug? 😒

I flash a shinny smile at them and wink.

Karou: t-that still doesn't change anything -///-

Hikarou: I want you to hug me like you hugged honey-senpai.

Before I can answer honey does.

Honey: (y/n)'s warm hugs.....
ARE FOR ME ONLY 🌹🌸🌹🌸🌹🌸 *flowers appear around his adorable face*

Hikarou and karou: WHAT😲😲😲

I laugh slightly at there prostests.
And then I fall silent.

Hikarou, karou, honey, mori:
oi, what's wrong? You're quiet.

Y/n: why do you guys work in the host club?

Hikarou and karou : to put smiles on all the young ladies.

Honey: to make sure they're happy

Mori: to lighten their mood.

Kyouya: to have them content and making sure they're not sad.

We all turn to the door way and see kyouya leaning against the door frame so casually.

Maid aida: I hate to interrupt but miss (y/n) has to get showered and dressed. She'll meet you boys downstairs.

Y/n: it's fine aida.

Maid aida: I brought you you're towel. And something your mother asked me to tell you to wear.

Y/n: thankyou.

I crawl out of bed and wait for everyone to be escorted to the living room as everyone starts leaving a hand pulls me into my closet.

Kyouya: keep quiet. *presses a finger on my lips*

Y/n: wha- *looks at him*

Kyouya: why did you leave?

Y/n: I-I had to go home.

Kyouya looks at me and smirks.

Y/n: why that face?

Kyouya suddenly pulls me in his arms, kisses my cheek and jawline.

Y/n: kyouya!

I try to push him away but he doesn't let me.

Kyouya: stop refusing. You're lying to me so I must punish you.

I can feel him smirking against my skin.

Y/n: stop, leave me alone please. Kyouya... let me go.

He whispers in my ear softly.

Kyouya: look at me.

I look up at him and smiles sweetly, then I slap him.

Y/n: that's for thinking you can get away with kissing me!

Kyouya: your bedroom door is closed.
And judging by the way your wall looks I'm guessing it's sound proof.
And i didn't directly kiss you. I kissed your cheek and jawline.

Y/n: kyouya please leave, go down stairs before someone catches you here.

Kyouya: with one condition.

Y/n: and what would that be?

Kyouya wraps his arm around my waist and with the other he holds my face, he just looks at me.

Y/n: k-kyouya?

Kyouya: I don't understand you. You fascinate me. Not understanding you makes you a mystery to me. Youre like a beautiful creature.
When ever I see you smile it makes me want to have you like that forever.

I look down i don't know what to say so I just listen.

Kyouya: but yesterday. In the hallway I saw you and tamaki. You two were arguing. And then I saw him kiss you.

My heart.
It's beating too fast.
I can't think of anything to say.

Kyouya: you're not gonna say anything.

Y/n: please leave. Now.

Kyouya: as you Wish But this won't be finished yet. And just remember what I want. I get.

And just like that he leaves.
I go to the bathroom and shower.
Lost in thought.

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After I'm done showering.
I dry myself off and put on the dress they gave me.
When I look at myself at the mirror.
I just start to cry.

To put smiles on all the young ladies. ...

To make sure they're happy ...

To lighten their mood....

To have them content and make sure they're not sad....

I just cry. Because I'm afraid.
I cry for myself, I cry because it hurts.
Feeling happy and then to feel like it was all fake.
But they have seen me smile. And they even took their time to come see me. I don't know if it's that. Or that I actually liked tamaki. And seeing him kiss another girl, hurts me.
I don't know what to think anymore.

The dress I'm wearing is a nice two inches above the knee, a Gray lacy casual dress with a belt at my waist.
I put on a black jacket, black converse, and wear my hair in a ponny tail.

I walk down stairs and see haruhi and tamaki.

I stop.
After a moment I walk towards haruhi and hug her.

Y/n: its nice to see you haruhi.

Haruhi: well we were worried about you so we wanted to come see you.

Y/n: thankyou.

I sit down on the couch.
And just I've came to a conclusion.
My heart won't be ripped out. I will move on.
Tamaki isn't worth my while.

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