Meeting his Eyes (Ouran Highschool Host Club X Reader) ***HIATUS**

chapter 22 (un-edited)

For: phanattheanimedisco
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I was just feeling the video.
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I get out of the car.

Y/n: r-red turn off the light, you're acting as if we were about to hook up.

Red : well the car was dark and stuff -_-"

Y/n: and I'm not that stupid, really? Infront of the gate to my home?
You're stupid for a guy my family adores.

Red: shut up, I was worried about you when they asked me if I knew where you were.

Y/n: awh so you're jelly :33

Red: shut up and say bye to your friend.

Y/n: ayyy, okay okay. See ya kyouya *waves* thanks again.

Kyouya: no problem see you at school.

As I watch kyouya drive off, I turn and look at red. 👹

Y/n: so now about shining a flashlight at my face....

Red: u-um

I grab the flashlight , jump on his back, and shine the light in his face.

Y/n: doesn't feel so good huh?!

Mom: (y/n) that's enough get inside now.

When I see mom, I let go of red and follow her orders.
Once we're inside mom points at the living room.

Mom: you ditched school?

Y/n: mom wh-

Mom: I'm asking you a question, yes or no?

Y/n: why are you as-

Mom: I want you to answer yes or no, not with another question.

Y/n: yes. I di-

Before I can finish my sentence, mom slaps me across the face.

Mom: don't ruin your record on stupidty, I don't care what's going on with you and your friends. School is right after family. And at the bottom of the ladder are your friends.

Y/n: why?! Why don't you care?

Mom : because if you want to take over the business you have to atleast look the part and act the part!

Y/n: and? I'm not fit for any of that?
Am I still a freak?
Am I still annoying? Am I still a bother?

Mom: (y/n) not now, don't start.

Y/n: don't start what!?

Mom: (y/n).... I'm warning you

Y/n: and?! When did you start caring about me? Was it when I almost died? Because of the way you were treating us? Blaming me for dad's death? Making me cry myself to sleep? So when did you start caring? !

Mom: *eyes wide open* (y/n)...

Y/n: what mom?

Mom: i made many mistakes...

Y/n: oh really? Like what?!

Mom: i made you feel hurt, like it was your fault for everything, I didn't know how to feel the wound was still fresh, I took out my frustrations out on you, I neglected you and your siblings...

Y/n: mom...

Mom: (y/n), i-im so... so sorry *starts crying* I've only hurt y-you....
I wouldn't listen to you, I would be neglecting you, and your siblings.
L-leaving you to do all the work...

Y/n: stop! I don't want to hear it!
You made me feel lower than anything! You made me feel like s#!t !!

Mom: aida, can you please make sure you and red are upstairs with the other kids?

Maid aida: yes ma'am.

As they walk away I just look at my mom....

-Flashback-

Mommy?

Yes (y/n)?

When will I become like you?

Whenever you decide.

But I want to be someone who saves lives just like you! I want to make people smile♡

As long as I got you, your siblings, and your father I'll always be smiling for you.

Yaay mommy, I love you. ..

Not as much as I love you.

Mom? Promise me that you won't let me grow up without you, I don't want you to ever disapear..

-flashback ends-

Why do such memories enter my brain? Why can't I hate her for hurting me so much? Why can't I muster up a tear?
Why do I feel so emotionless.
I just can't seem to feel anything. I feel numb.

Mom: (y/n)! You're trembling! A-are you okay?

Y/n: do I look okay?

Mom just looks at me and hugs me.
When she does that, that's when I just start crying. The tears just fall down slowly, time seems to stop. And i just feel like making this moment last.
After all I won't have my mom forever. One day she will disappear too.
One day I'll wake up without mom having to say,

Have a nice day at school♡
Smile more love!
Don't worry there will always be next time!
Don't cry! Because if you cry I'll cry too
C'mon let's play with your sister's and brothers
You won't know if you hate it until you've tried it~~

Y/n: m-mom! I-im sorry too!!
I blamed you for everything and I hit rock bottom aswell...

Mom: wanna know what's good after you hit rock bottom?

Y/n: what?

Mom: there is nothing's else to fall off...

I hug her tightly, afraid she'll disapear into thin air.

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I was feeling the video. It may be short but I loved the video.
Anywho, thanks for reading.
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BYE LOVELIES♡♡♡
p.s wow it's 5:48 am atm. And I'm probably gonna sleep now anywho.
Love you my lovelies!!!
Always stay amazing!!!