Meeting his Eyes (Ouran Highschool Host Club X Reader) ***HIATUS**

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Hey.....I Yeah thats it

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I still can't belive He just did that.
My heart is exploding.
I'm finding it hard to breathe.
But I know it isn't love.
It was all a lie.
And now I'm walking around town at night, I make a stop at a park and i sit down on a bench .
Trying to shake off the thought of his lips the warm sensation, the softness.
The cruel trick he tried playing on me!

Y/n: well well you thought I was stupid !! *speaks to herself* and that I would fall into a trap LIKE THAT and just before a few days before the new years festival!!! *rages on* a-and
He... actually made me happy *tears roll down* and he was kind with such a sweet smile and positive or over dramatic attitude that can get anyone happy. His help and patience when needed. His fierceness when needed.
He made my heart ache and beat faster. Today he made my heart bleed. And he actually helped me. Thanks to him now i know what the host club really is. They don't really need you or me or anyone. They want the money, smiles, and a good rating with costumers. And i was stupid to think that he might actually like me. But it was all a sham !! *starts crying again* and then he kissed me!?!?! It isn'-

Tamaki: hearing you talk to yourself.... about what we- I, did to you.... I'm sorry. I can explain.

I can't say a word. I just keep looking at the ground. How long has he been there?!?! Did he hear everything?!
My confession....

What I thought, what I felt.
I felt happy, the first time I've actually felt happy since my dad died. They made me happy. They made me feel welcomed. They would mess around with me. Laugh, joke around. But what actually hurts is that i was happy just to have my whole life falling into a big pile of a lie.

Tamaki: I'm sorry we caused you that much pain.

I quickly look up at him with glaring firery eyes. I didn't notice that I actually said that out loud.
Tamaki sits next to me. I flinch once he sits down close to me.

Tamaki: what you saw and heard is true it did come out of my own actions....

Y/n: p-please leave.... I don't want you near me or speaking to me.

Tamaki: *stands up* as you wish but one thing is.... you would smile around us and we still did the same thing. Making sure you were happy because we actually lo-..... care about you. Here *hands me an umbrella* it might rain.

As I'm about to turn away he grabs my hand and pulls me up and in one swift motion has me wrapped up in his arms. As Im about to push away, he kisses me and let's me go and walks away.

I just look down at the ground. I feel water drops. It starts raining. I grab his umbrella and use it as I'm walking home. My heart is hardly beating anymore. My heart isn't beating the way it did when he first kissed me. That kiss he gave me.... it felt cold and lonely.

Once I reach home I see the maids and the butler surrounded around my mother in the living room. Talking worridly.

Mom: oh (y/n)!!! *runs and wraps her arms around me* where were you?!
I was worried sick! *gasps* why are youre eyes red? Were you crying?
Sweety, it's okay *hugs me*

I just start crying on her arms and i can't stop, I feel like I'm hanging by an edge.

Mom: maid aida, can you get me a towel and a blanket ? (Y/n) you're freezing. Dear, youre wet and cold to the touch. Why were you out in the rain? You can get sick.

As my mom speaks on and on. And holds me in her arms I just cry and hug her quietly.

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