*****Tears slid down my face as I laid there defenseless as he kissed my neck and ran his hands up my dress .. This wasn't the way I had planned on losing my virginity and I was starting to wish I had just listened to Gee !! I let out a slight cry as he ripped my pantys, I was praying someone would walk in and save me .. even if it was Gee .. I just wanted to go home !!
My hope went all the way down the drain when I felt his manhood rub against my private !! Squeezing my eyes tighter together more tears fell as I cried harder ..
"Shhhh" Tevin whispered in my ear "You alright" he said kissing my neck again
His breath smelled of nothing but liquor and weed ..
"Heeeeellp !! Hee--"
He put his hand across my mouth right as he forced himself inside of me .. My muffled screams was only heard by me as he thrusted again to make his way past my virginity !! The pain was unbearable and I regretted everything .. starting with getting out of Gee's truck talking to him !!
Tevin planted kisses alongside of my neck as he groaned into my ear .. I felt sick to my stomach and felt a strong urge to vomit .. He was sweating and moaning as he stroked inside of me .. I just slowly counted in my head as I waited for it to be over !! The music was still going causing the walls to vibrate as everybody chanted to the music .. My screams soon fell silent .. no one heard me anyway !!
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Baby !! Baby !!" I knocked on Tia's bedroom door again for the third time but she didn't answer
Times like this made me want to break the damn door down and leave it off .. I had never seen a girl so dramatic and moody as Baby .. She was some else .. Sad part was, ain even know why she was mad ..
I went downstairs to see Candice still laying on the couch .. she smiled as I approached her falling down putting my head into her lap .. slowly but surely I was falling for the girl ..
"Big head" she said giggling
"Have baby been out her room since I left ?"
"I don't think so" she glanced towards the door
I shook my head "Let me page her" I paged her bedroom through the intercom, but she never answered it ..
Then I got a phone call
"Gee .. what up fool"
Rich was one of my homies from my old neighborhood .. cooler than a mu'fucka we always had each other backs .. he was workin for me before he decided to go legit and get a real 9-5 .. Nigga got married had a couple kids and wanted to get on the right path .. I wasnt mad at him & we stayed in touch !!
"What up nigga !!"
"Not shit .. how you been ?" He asked with a slight chuckle
"The same .. ain heard from you in a minute"
"Nigga that damn job breakin my ass .. workin damn near all the time bruh !! When you gone join me ?" He asked
"Shit .. you know me .. it aint for me .. plus, I got enough to last me and mines .. ill pass !!"
"Speakin of you and yours .. you got anybody new ?"
Glanced over at Candice "Yeah, some like that"
Rich laughed "Marriage material ?"
I laughed "We'll see"
"Yo, Baby still live with you ?"
"Yeah .. she do"
"So you lettin her roam now ? Thats a surprise !!"
"Fuck you talkin about ?"
"Thats why I called you .. I just seen baby .. she up here at this party with some dude"
"Baby up in her room bruh !!"
"Naw .. baby in the Bronx !! I know how that girl look !!"
I got up and headed to Tia's room .. I knocked a couple times "Tia !! Open this damn door !!"
"She aint openin that door nigga .. im tellin you she here .."
I ignored him slowly feelin my blood starting to boil "Tia !!" I beat on the door until I got frustrated and kicked it down ..
I walked in to no Tia .. she wasnt in the bathroom or closet ...
"Text me the address !!"
"Aight .. Ill try to go find her"
"Yeah" hung up
I ran back downstairs to see Candice staring in my face
"What's goin on ?" She asked looking confused
"Stay here .. if Tia come back call me !!"
"Where she at ?" She asked
I ignored her and walked on out the door .. Tia had me pissed off .. Sometimes I wondered why even bothered with her ungrateful ass !!
*****
Just like that he was done .. my head was still cocked to the side as I stared at the wall in a daze !! I just wanted to hide ..
"Damn girl" Tevin said smacking my thigh
I heard him buckling his jeans as I closed my legs and pressed my knees to my chest in a fetal position ..
"I'll call you" he said before I heard the door close behind him
My pussy was sore .. My legs was sore .. I wanted nothing more than a hot bath and my bed !! I couldn't even cry no more .. it was nobody's fault but my own anyway !!
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