Addicted to the Drug Dealer

Had enough?

Song: 'Done' by The Band Perry

"My plans is to FORGIVE and FORGET. Forgive myself for being stupid. And forget you ever existed."

Chapter one

Taylor's POV

Ughh. "Jeff.. Get the Fuck off of me." I tired to push my some-what drunken and idiotic boyfriend off of me but failed as he is too strong. I could smell small hints of alcohol coming off his breath.

I had literally just walked into our nice apartment to be shoved up against a wall and investigated. I tried wiggling from his grip but Jeff punched me in my gut causing me to bend over in pain. He grabbed a handful of my brown curls and drug me to the bedroom. He flung me onto the floor and sent a brutal kick to my ribs. "Where the HELL have you been? It's Fucking 11:40 at night. By the time I got here I was expecting dinner got damn it!" I slowly backed my body up to the nearest wall trying to gain as much distance as I could between Jeff and I.

Jeff is a well known boxer and I know what he is capable of. Last time we fought like this I woke up in a fucking hospital... "Shit Jeff! I was at work!" I argued back at Jeff. "Your so full of BullShit Taylor! You fucking work at a bakery! your shift ends at 6!" Jeff said taking more steps then I would've liked towards me. "I have a damn life Jeff! I was with friends! We went out for dinner!" I yelled back irritably. "You should have been here cooking me dinner! HELL you don't even need a job! I make enough money for the two of us!"

Jeff was fidgeting with something in his pocket while I was slowly standing up wanting to make a break for the bathroom door. I wasn't in the mood for going to the hospital so why not play the helpless and sorrowful girl for a change? I cautiously walked towards Jeff, "Babe listen I'm sorry, I'm just tired. Tonya and the girls begged me to go. Here how about I make you dinner and we can have a relaxing night? Just me and you?" I soothingly rubbed over Jeffrey's chest hoping he wouldn't kill me.

Jeff let out a breathy dark chuckle. Then suddenly, I felt a strong stinging sensation running through my left leg. "Ugggggghhhhhhhhh! FUCK!" I looked down to see a plethora amount of blood coming from me leg. Jeff had just fucking cut my leg! The Bitch actually cut me! "You should have thought about that earlier BITCH." and with that Jeff left the room. What the actualy fuck..

I limped to the bathroom and took off my bloody jeans. I ran a tub of warm water in the bathtub and finished stripping. While the water was running I grabbed a bottle of peroxide and poured about half of the bottle on the cut. I winced as the cut began to sting again. After the burning pain was gone, I returned the bottle to its place under the counter and took a couple of pain killers.

After cutting the running water off, I stepped into the warm water, slowly sliding down until I was completely submerged underwater. I was under for about a minute or 2 before I resurfaced. I opened my eyes to see the tub water had changed from a clear water to a faint pink. Ughh. I would never get clean like this.

I stood and drained the water from the bathtub. I decided it would probably just be best to shower. As I turned the shower on I began to gain common sense... Why do I stay with someone I don't love? ' Because he is the only one you have left.'. But I want to leave. ' Your're to much of a chicken and where would you go? ' Somewhere far from here. somewhere he would never find me. I don't need him. All he does is make me feel worthless and abuses me. ' Woww.. I'm ready see you pull this off. Good luck. ' That's it. I'm gonna leave him. I have too, I need too. And I know exactly how.

Tonight after Jeff goes to sleep Ill take not all but a lot of his money. Ill take a taxi to the airport and take the next flight to..? to..? London! that's it! I'm gonna go to London. Ill find somewhere to stay after I get there but first I gotta get out of the shower and get packed before Jeff see me. He would literally kill me if he knew I was leaving him.

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It was about 3:50 a.m. I knew Jeffrey was asleep because we was heavily snoring. I decided now was my time to leave. I had pre-called a taxi and told them to be outside and next door by 4. I warned them not to honk so they wouldn't disturb Jeff. If I wasn't out by 4:10 they were to leave.

I slowly slid out of the bed and crept to the kitchen. I had hidden my suitcase in there so I wouldn't be in the bedroom making lots of noise. After safely getting my things I headed towards freedom. Just as I twisted the door handle I was jerked by my pullover. "And where the hell are you going?" Shit! why is Jeff up? "Umm.. work emergency! Yeah. umm.. Tonya needs me to come over to her house and help her with somethings for a wedding! They need an emergency cake for today." please by this! I silently prayed. "Okay. but what's with the suitcase?" he asked pointing at my bag. "Ohhhh... umm..we are guest and helping with serving cake. Its just my uniform and a dress, makeup, the things I need." I lied. Sorta. "Whatever. be back by dinner. I want a home cooked meal tonight!" and with that he shoved me out the door.

' Woww. I can't believe that BullShit worked.'

I ran next door just in time to catch the taxi. "Where to?" The cab driver questioned, exhaustion laced his voice. "airport please." I sat back and released a sigh. New start here I come.

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After arriving to the airport and going through security and all I approched the ticket lady "Can I have a ticket to London please?" "Yes. when are you wanting to leave?" She asked as scrolling though her computer. "Next flight out actually." I may have said a bit to excited considering the time of morning. "Well we have one in 5 minutes." she turned her screen towards me. "perfect!" I paid the women the amount owed and headed towards my plane to get on early. As I boarded I made my way to first class. Yes I bought a first class ticket, I mean why not? He can afford it.

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A/N:

Happy dance for the first chapter! I would have updated sooner but some stuff came up with school and yeah! well what do you guys think of it so far? like? ohh and I decided I have to come up with a name for you guys! I think I wanna call you my birds but you wouldn't understand for now. well I guess that's it! sooooooo BYYYEEEE!

xoxo~Kendra