"Tamara what the h-ll!" I yell at her as the door swiftly closes behind me.
She looks up at momentarily before continuing writing. When she finishes she looks at me. "Can I help you Vivianna?"
"Yeah, when we're you going to tell me who the father of my siblings were?" I ask, pointedly.
"When I thought it was relevant." She replies.
I blink, "don't you think I should have known? They are my kids."
"No, their my sister's kids. All you are is the person that is withholding me from them." She states, sharply.
I look at her as if she has two heads. "So, you want the kids?" I ask her.
"It'll be nice, yeah. Afterall your just a little girl, who doesn't even have her life together." She tells me.
"Yet, I'm not the 50 year old that still isn't married and has her daddy paying her bills. So your one to talk." I retort, angrily. So she had forgot to tell me about the baby daddy and she wants the kids. What else? Would she like a side of fries with that order too?
I take a seat in the chair. "You can't take them from me." I tell her.
She lifts her eyebrows up, and gets up walking towards me. "Vivian." She shakes her head full of tangled curls.
The way she said my name felt like venom against my skin. She circled my chair.
"I can do what I want, when I want."
She tells."I could kill you right know if I wanted." I sucked in a breath. Yeah she's lawyer but how was she capable of such things? Wait My own flesh and blood was willing to kill me? Hold up she got to be crazy, threatening me and crap.
"But you won't." I say finding a whole branch of bravery growing within me. Who knew she was such a female dog?
"Vivian." She says in a condescending tone.
"Their mine. They always will be and nothing will stop me from getting what I want."
I chuckle. I think I was actually going crazy now.
I get up out my seat and face her and in a low voice, I say.
"Not today."Before I knew it I was walking out the door leaving another sorry lunatic behind.
___"Vivian can you stay still?" The lady sewing my wedding dress asks me.
"Yeah, I'm sorry, Evelyn." I try to hold my posture straight. Danie sits beside me. "Evelyn can you give us a sec?" She asks.
She nods. Danie pats the seat next to her, and I sit down. "What's bugging you?" She asks me.
"I really don't know if I wanna do this." I reply to her.
"What you mean? The dress?" She questions.
I shake my head. "This wedding. I'm uncertain. I love Kaz but I still have feelings for Jake too. I don't know. Plus it seems as if he's hiding something." I say.
She rubs my back. "Then maybe you should hold off on the wedding and set up your priorities first."
"But if I'm not married in a few weeks I can't keep the kids. And that was the only thing my mom wanted me to do. Keep the kids." I sob into her shirt.
She comforts me. "Then talk to Kaz. You'll figure it out."
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UneditedForever and sucky Chapter I know. I wanted to update and be finished with this book by this year, why drag it on? So here's an update. There is like 3 more chapters left FYI.
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Giving Into The Fight (BWWM 2/2)
RomanceI smile willing myself to hold the tears. "I really loved you too." I say meeting his watery eyes. "Viv." "No,I'm sorry. You had the chance. And you didn't take it." I shrug my shoulders. "You'll always have apart of me no matter what. Its just tha...