I grip my chair and let my head down.
I hear you faintly saying, don't cry.
I thought that if I could just leave now I'd be fine.
But I don't know how to feel or how to know what I'm feeling.
My affection is showing through if only you knew.
I'm sorry I'm not there, I would give you all I could.
Trust me I'm fine, I just can't breathe or sleep tonight.
And these lines keep pushing on and on, but I want you to understand them.
I wanna know but I don't wanna say a word.
