Lost care

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Just a little too far

A little too unfair

I'm sorry

I've learned I really don't care

How far the miles have taken you

Your dark purple scarf

The way the markers stained your hands

That left marker stained papers

I wrote on signing my name

I had no idea that you weren't going to stay

I had no idea it wouldn't affect me at all

The way your headphones twirled

Seemingly attracted constantly to your fingers

The songs that played

Deep voice

Always fades

The colour in your hair never seemed to stay

It never really faded it just always changed

I enjoyed the spontaneous acts

But baby there's a crack

I had traced the illusion on paper over and over

Now you're colouring the rupture

The other day you asked if I was okay

No I'm really not

But it's not because of you I'm just so lost

Where I'm standing today is where we first stood together

Your not here and there's no flying feathers

They're all on the ground

Scattered around

I love you please don't mistake me

I just no longer care baby

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