Mutual Understanding (GrayLu)

PTPFTF 23

What? Kill Lucy and those innocent kids?

Juvia wants to use her magic badly but she just can't hurt them for her jealousy reason.

No!

She answered in her mind, she close her eyes tightly to fight whatever is inside her head and what she's feeling right now.

Jealousy.

Hatred.

Sadness.

Its painful, its hurting her so much since she loves Gray but its not enough reason to hurt her guildmate and those kids.

She angry, yes- but not crazy.

"Juvia?" Mira place her hand on Juvia's shoulder, she's worried for her friend- everyone knows that Juvia have feelings for Gray so this maybe hard for her.

"I-im okay.." Juvia stuttered, she took a deep breath- she badly wants to cry but not in front of her guildmates.

"Look at them.."  The voice inside her head again, Juvia unconsciously followed what that voice said "They're happy.." She watched how Gray kissed the kids in their heads, the scene become a slow motion in her eyes. "You're miserable.."

She is indeed, the feelings inside her is messed up.

"You love him, right?" She turned her hands into a fist, yes- she loves him so much. "And you're gonna let him happy with that Lucy?" Hatred is visible in that voice especially when it mentions Lucy's name.

Juvia lowered her head, trying to calm her own self down- she doesn't want to do anything that will hurt anyone, she changed- she's not the same Juvia who attact Fairy Tail and who hurt Lucy before.

Please stop!

She doesn't want to hear whatever it going to said, because what she's hearing have some sense.

"Lucy knew, she knew you love Gray so much- but what? She seduce him! She stole Gray away from you! And now she's happy? She's the one who's happy and you, Juvia- is the one who's suffering."

N-no.. Stop! Stop!!

"She's happy, you're miserable- she's now complete, you're broken."