stained ;; myg

four;;

i found myself in your room again. you're too beautiful that i can't resist seeing you every night. you look so peaceful while you're sleeping. i can't help but stare at you, mesmerized by your face.

your eyelashes glistening under the moonlight, your defined cheekbones that i always seem to admire, and those lips that i can't help but want to kiss.

have i fallen deepy for you?

too bad that won't change anything. you can't stop these voices ringing in my head. no one can. no one will. they're all too afraid, scared to touch someone as hideous, as psychopathic like me.

too bad that i have to kill you too.

too bad you can't save me from this insanity.

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i woke up, sweating. i had a nightmare. where everything's covered in blood, and there was fire. i saw someone running. running so fast, it's like they're running for their lives.

i checked the time. seven am. i went down stair to drink a glass of water. what kind of dream is that? it all seemed so real. i ran my hand through my hair, and sighed. it's not real, it's just a dream, a nightmare. nothing more.

i went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. after that, i ate. when i was finished, i sat down the sofa and checked my phone if there was a news article. like always, there is.

news article;;

December 30, 2016

nami family reported
to be brutally murdered.
house was also set
on fire.

suspect still not
found.

i sighed in frustration. how could someone do something like this? even worse if this is for their own personal pleasure. "you seem down," i heard hoseok coming down from the upstairs as he said that. "another family was murdered," i said with a frown on my face.

"this murderer is fucking nuts," i looked at him when he said that. "no shit, sherlock," i then rolled my eyes and continued on reading the article. "how's taehyung been doing?" i asked. "he's been doing great lately, still bottling up his feelings though. i'm glad jungkook's always by his side."

"h-hyung!" we saw jimin slam the door open, he was all bloody and injured. "what the hell happened to you?!?" i shouted and rushed to him. he collapsed down the ground as i caught him in my arms. he mumbled something quietly but still audible for me to hear.

"it's... she's a girl."