stained ;; myg

five;;

i'm having second thoughts... if i should kill you or not. but these voices, they keep on telling me to make you disappear, for my sake. they told me that you'll harm me if i don't make the first move.

they said you were dangerous.

but i know they were lying.

but at the same time, they're telling the truth.

if you find out who i am, you'd hurt me,

because you're scared of me, because you're afraid of me, afraid that i might hurt you.

i don't want to kill you, i don't want to torture you, i don't want to see you in pain anymore. but i don't want you to find out who i am.

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news article;;

February 14, 2017

10 people kidnapped.
dead bodies found at an
abandoned factory.

suspect still not
found.

"holy heck, this has been going through months already! are the cops even trying?!?" i screamed angrily. frustrated by the fact they still haven't found the suspect. "they are trying, yoongi. the murderer wears gloves and leaves no trace of evidence, that's why they can't find her," namjoon said.

yes, the murderer is in fact a girl. the time when jimin came in injured, he was attacked by, we're guessing, the murderer. he said that her hair was long, and there was a slight curve on her chest. he also said that she was wearing some sort of cat-shaped mask.

"but, i'm surprised that they still haven't found her for this long," namjoon added. "that's my point!" i replied. "gosh, i hate this world," i said in frustration and rubbed my temple. "this is making my head ache."

i got up and went up my room. i lie down my bed, closing my eyes, slowly drifting to sleep.

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i then woke up, tucked in.

who the hell tucked me in? i don't remember tucking myself in. i shrugged it off, guessing that it was one of my dorm mates. i then checked the time. ten pm. jeez, i slept that long? i went out the balcony to get some air, the cold night wind blowing, hitting my face.

someone then jumped in, feeling them turn around to face my back. i turned around to face them. it's her. she was holding out a knife, her hoodie covering her head and her mask covering her face. her eyes were visible though, it was sparkling under the moonlight.

"hey," she greeted. my eyes then widened, processing the whole situation before me. "are you going to kill me?" my voice wavering. it was true, i am scared. "ah no. not yet," she answered. "but, if you tell anyone that you saw me, i will not hesitate kill you. it's easy to track someone you know, especially the person who i've been looking after for months," she added.

her eyes became dull, then it quickly changed to something... happy, but sad at the same time. "you're going to kill me soon anyway, why not just kill me now?" i said, rather bravely. i saw her gulp and look away. "personal reasons."

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a/n:
long chapter asjshbs. literally wrote this at 2AM.