Warning- trigger and self harm is in this chapter. this is the first time it'll be mentioned in here. there will be a second time but not till later. enjoy (:
luke walked out of my house and started on his chores. its been two days since he got the strange yet cute note. his only neighbors are Calum Hood, Michael Clifford, Louis Tomlinson and Perrie Edwards.
the note made him feel special, loved and like he meant something to someone.
its completely weird, it could be one of them but which one?
luke hoped it was Ashton but there was no way it was him. he pulled out my phone seeing a message from Calum.
From: Cally
Hey, Lukey. there's a party tonight, come with me? its supposedly gonna be "off the chains". Perrie invited me but i didn't want to go alone.luke isn't much of a partier or drinker. but, calum is his best friend so he decided to just go for his friend.
To: Cally
sure, ill come. just for you, Cally(:Luke had no intentions of drinking or losing his virginity at this party.
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Ashton laid on his bed, he thought about how he could "woo" the blond boy. he missed him.
he ruined everything.
it was all his fault.
the voices in his head are getting stronger and his temptation is getting worse.
he needs his little friend.
his mum threw away his friend.
he has to find a new friend.
Ashton grabbed his pencil sharpener and tried breaking it. he needs it.
he broke the blonde, its his fault luke isn't smiling as much.
one cut. for the pain he put luke through.
thats enough for tonight, ashton thought.
nobody will know his secret.
im debating whether or not to add malum due to michael and luke dating. but comment what you guys think.
this is sort of a filler.