i walked into my best friends flat, hanging my jacket up and looked around.
everyone seemed to having a swell time.
"he out did himself this year" i thought to myself.
i grabbed a cup of champagne and got lost into my thoughts.
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me and luke have been dating for a few days. everything was great but that was until college was brought up.
"ashton youre going! i dont care what you say. this is once in an approtunity." luke stood up from the bed.
its been like this even before we were dating. its quite annoying.
"why cant you just fucking drop it? god you're so annoying." as soon as i said that, i regretted it.
he looked at me so hurt, tears formed in his eyes, "well im sorry for caring about you're future!"
he reached for his jacket as i tried to stop him, "baby please. im sorry."
he simply shook his head and walked out.
that was the last time i saw Luke Hemmings.
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i have not gotten with another man or even looked at a man the way i looked at him.
how could i when the blonde has my heart? even after many years i cant move on.
i started dancing to the song "Waste The Night". it had a sick beat and the lyrics are absolutely crazy.
i danced and danced. i then sat down and looked at everyone. it was amazing how many people showed up.
one boy caught my eye.
a certain blonde boy with piercing blue eyes.
i quickly looked down at my drink and frowned slightly.
he looks absolutely beautiful but he looks like he hasn't changed. he looks like the same like he did back in high school.
i looked up and saw a boy with brown curls wrapping his arm around luke.
my luke.
i had to look away but i couldn't.
he seemed happy. very happy. that made me happy but sad at the same time.
people may think im pathetic for being head over heels for a boy who clearly doesn't want me anymore.
but my love for him is like a drug. i couldn't stop.
i set my cup down and walked out. i pushed my hand through my hair and took a deep shaky breath.
this is the first time i saw him after three years.
three painful years.
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"im done ashton!"
tears pricked my eyes, "n-no, please! im sorry. i-it was a mistake. it was a stupid dare. it meant nothing!"
he wasn't buying it. i tried everything but once again my effort meant nothing.
"you fucking cheated on me, ashton! we are done!"
i gripped onto his arm and cried, "baby please."
he looked at me with stone cold eyes, "don't you ever call me that again."
and with that, he left. he left me in two broken pieces.
i lost the best thing that has ever happened to me.
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i sniffed as i wiped my eyes and closed my eyes tightly.
i should've never went to that party. i should've never played that childish game. i should've never kissed that girl.
i tried calling, he never answered.
i tried texting, he never answered.
i tried everything but nothing worked.
i felt a cold hand on my back, "hey, are you alright?"
i scoffed and spoke with bitterness in my voice, "does it look like im alright bryana? he is fucking happy when im broken."
she took a deep breath and whispered, "talk to him."
doesn't she think i tried that? he hates me.
i simply shook my head and walked back inside just in time to see luke lock lips with his new man.
i quickly grabbed my jacket and rushed towards the exit.
couple tears ran down my face and i rushed towards my car.
"ashton, wait!"
what could he possibly want?
"ashton please!"
i stopped and looks at him, "what?"
OKAYYY
any guesses on who it is? even though im pretty sure its quite obvious who it is.
did you guys enjoy this chapter? i tried making it long(:
im somewhat in love with this chapter. its like somewhat depressing.
