You Are Loved--A Cody Carson Fanfic

Preparing

*day before the concert*
There was no one in the room except Cody and I. I couldn't see anything, no chairs, no tables, no doors, only a giant light over head. I felt uneasy, which was strange because by now I would be smiling like an idiot.
I spotted Cody and walked over to him, "h-hello," I said. He acted like he didn't even hear me. All he did was just stare off into space. I was highly confused. So I spoke a little louder, "I really like your band," silence was the only reply I got. Then after a moment he turned and looked directly into my eyes, "and who are you?" He asked sounding a bit annoyed. It kinda hurt that he was acting this way, it wasn't what I expected at all,
"I-I'm Jamie..." I said. A disgusted look appeared on his face, "and why are you talking to me?" He spoke. I was a bit taken back by his question, "I-I just uh," "you just what? What does the freak want this time huh?! Are you just gonna cut yourself emo!?!" He started to yell. It scared me because of how my mother used to always yell. "No I I'm sorry I don't know," my head was spinning,"why don't you do us all a favor and kill yourself," it felt like a knife had gone through my chest, I gasp and I felt tears run down my face.
He started stepping towards me. I tried to back up but hit a wall that all of a sudden came into view. His face was inches from mine. "Why-" I was cut off by the boom from his voice, "you're so FUCKINH worthless. No one likes you. No one would care if you were gone, hell no one would even notice. You're better off dead!!!!" I tried to push him back but it was no good, "I'm sorry!!!" I yelled back.
I was met with a hand to my cheek. I grasped it out of pain, it would be throbbing soon. I sank to the floor. "All you do is fuck up!"
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I sprung up in my bed. My heart was racing and my face was damped with tears. I was still shaking a bit.
It took me a little while to process that it was all a dream. I heard a notification go off and it read, one more day til SIO. I smiled and thought I was just crazy. It was all just a dream. I kept having to tell myself that just enough to calm down.
I got out of bed and went to make breakfast. All I had was hot Cheetos and a bowl of cereal. My parents had been out somewhere and I was pretty sure they left before I woke up. It was cool Becaise the house was nice and peaceful.
After breakfast I went back to my room and thought about what I should where tomorrow for the concert.
Many hours later
I wanted to wear an SIO shirt I got from warped. A pair of my favorite black skinny jeans. I was so excited. I couldn't wait.
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That night. I put my things together. I had to make sure I wouldn't forget the bracelet and book.
Back to my dream. I knew that Cody wasn't an asshole. He is the sweetest guy I know. He would never yell. Or be mad. It was all just a dream. And I had to hope for him not to be mean.
I set alarms for 11:00 am.
Tomorrow is a new day. It's going to be a good one too.
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A/N
Hey guys. Thanks so much for reading. Here is a new chapter. Idk but yeah. Stay happy
Love ya!
~Set1toff