There's Always Second Chances

•Chapter 11•

•Macy•
Valley fair has been a blast but I don't want Taylor and Maya to leave they're my best friends and I don't know what I'm going to do now that they're leaving.

We went on a few more rides and then made our way back to the front gates to the parking lot. We got in the car and started to make our journey to bring them back home. It was sad and we hugged for a very long time but they can't stay with me forever I guess.

Once they left I started on my way back home exhausted and ready to go to bed. As soon as I walked through the door I walked upstairs, changed, plugged in my phone and went to sleep.

When I woke up the next morning I figured I would text Jonah and ask him if he wanted to do something today.

-Macy- Hey wanna do something today?😋
No answer.
-Macy-You're probably still sleeping so just text me when you get up I guess.
I waited all day and he still hasn't said anything, so I walked next door and knocked. Jonah opened the door and immediately rolled his eyes at me, he looked different and tired.

"What do you want?" His words were cold and not sweet and comforting like all the times that we've talked before something was definitely wrong.

"What do you mean i texted you at ten this morning and you still haven't answered me so I came over to see what's up." I replied confused.

"Well you don't need to come check on me, you're not my babysitter I can handle myself thank you very much." He started to close the door as he spat his harsh words.

"Jonah? What are you doing? What's wrong? You were fine yesterday actually you more than fine and now it's almost like you want nothing to do with me." I responded hurt as I pushed the door back open.

"Yeah well maybe I don't." And with that he slammed the door and I walked away. I don't understand what I did wrong why does he all of a sudden hate me so much I was gone for twenty four hours and I've already screwed things up.

•Jonah•

I can't fall for her anymore. And being around isn't going to make things any better. If we got closer it probably would have all ended in disaster, either I would've broke her or she'd get tired of me and move on. So I need to avoid her at all costs. I'd rather feel miserable than having her feel the pain.

But just my luck i can't get that girl off my mind so I started writing and I wrote for a long time. I looked up at the clock that read 12:45am but I think I finally have something I can work with now. So I started singing

been up all night for a week or two
staring at the ceiling thinking about you
wide awake half alseep
can't tell whats real and whats a dream

Your telling me you still believe
but its feeling like you don't
my mind says that your leaving me
but my heart hopes that you won't

I hope

baby the rain
won't wait forever
heading straight for
heartbreak weather
time to open up my eyes
and read the writing in the sky
there ain't no way for us to stay together
through heartbreak weather

walking up and down same old street
just trying to make it like it used to be
storm is coming
no where to hide
no shelter here that I can find
you can tell me that you love me
but that don't mean you do
hurricanes and tidal waves
can't wash away the truth
can you

baby the rain
won't wait forever
heading straight for
heartbreak weather
time to open up my eyes
and read the writing in the sky
there ain't no way for us to stay together
there ain't no way for us to stay together

I look into your eyes
and see a line on the horizon
and your standing on the other side
you tell me that your staying
but its sounded like you saying goodbye

baby the rain
won't wait forever
heading straight for
heartbreak weather

baby the rain
won't wait forever
heading straight for
heartbreak weather

baby the rain
won't wait forever
heading straight for
heartbreak weather
time to open up my eyes
and read the writing in the sky
there ain't no way for us to stay together
through heartbreak weather

I think that now that I've gotten all my feelings out I can sleep and stop thinking about her, but sadly to my avail it was no use so now I just lay here and stare at the ceiling.

•Macy•
I don't know what to do anymore. I though I at least had a friend here I thought I had more than a friend we were fine. Now it's all just wrong.

I decided to do a group chat with Taylor and Maya so i could try and take my mind off of things.

-Macy- hey guys:/
-Taylor- hey what's wrong?
-Macy- honestly I don't even know me and Jonah were fine this morning and now it's like he wants nothing to do with me and I don't know why he won't even talk to me.
-Taylor- awe I'm so sorry I don't know why he's like that either guys can be stupid.
-Macy- I know but I just thought he was special I guess I thought he was different.
-Maya- hey! I know what to do lets FaceTime and all just talk and laugh and make cookies together...virtually...
-Taylor- good idea I really want some cookies...
-Macy- ok I guess we can do that.

Soon enough we started face timing and it was actually so much fun I finally got my mind off Jonah for a while and I had some amazing cookies. I think I can actually sleep now that I'm not thinking of him.
But it's no use I can't get him off my mind, so now I just lay here and stare at the ceiling.

Hey! I'm back sorry I haven't updated in forever I was quite busy with finals and exams and school things but now I'm on break so I have plenty of time to update!

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