The Only Hope For Me is You ~frerard/ferard

Chapter Two: The Bully (Frank)

possible trigger warning for bullying

I love nature.

The green trees, the tall brown trees, the half full liquor bottles at the side of the road.

Yep. Sounds like my neighborhood.

I keep walking, counting the cracks in the sidewalk as I go. I count 69 and then I reach my school.

Even looking at it makes me feel sick.

I lumbered in to the building, feeling sluggish as ever.

Once I entered the building, I notice a certain boy in a black Nirvana shirt and black skinny jeans.

Oh no, please not today.

"Hey Frankie, how's my best friend doing?" Will mocked as his friends around his were laughing. He shoved me right against the cold, hard wall.

I looked for an exit from him but his friends had all surrounded me by that point. I had no way out.

The bell rang and I was saved.

He pulled me towards him and whispered in my ear-

"you're dead meat next time, Frankie."

Next time.

Well fuck.

I ran to class, trying to wipe away the hopeless thoughts in my brain.

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".... And so the French Revolution had a great impact on how France is today. In 1799 the revolution ended and the...."

I spaced out, and looked out the window of the classroom looking out to the hallway, and saw Gerard there pushing the brown hair out of his face.

Boy oh boy was he adorable. He's so hot and everything wow. I've only felt these feelings before with one other person.

No no no, I can't.

My parents would never except me for feeling this way anyways.

"Mr.Iero?"

I looked up and saw my teacher, Ms.Ross, tapping on my desk. I could feel all my classmate's eyes on me, even though I wasn't looking at them, instead I stared down at my desk.

"Wake up from your nap, Mr.Iero, and answer the question!!"

Wait, what question. I was too busy dreaming about Gerard.

Shit.

"We're waiting Mr.Iero."

My mind goes blank and I mumble something I can't remember later.

Thanks, anxiety. Perfect timing.

The lunch bell rings and I rush out of the classroom, so very glad.

I grab my lunch from my locker but stopped to look the picture taped to the inside of it, the one of Sam. He is so precious.

He was so precious.

a/n
Yo yo yo, it's the author here just want to say hi I guess and that I'm really trying to update more often but I've been sooooo busy this summer and all that shit and other stuff that is going on in my life. Well you don't care never mind I'll just go now byeee!

Published July 14th, 2016