Things Fall Apart {Haylor}

Chapter 27

HARRY'S POV

"Taylor please-"

"NO! NO! OUR BABY'S NOT GONE. WHAT ARE YOU- YOU'RE LYING TO ME! No..no.."

Tears streamed down Taylor's face as she yelled at all of us. Everybody was in the room.

"H- Harry...tell m- me this is a j- joke...I- I..."

She fell to the ground and Andrea quickly kneeled down beside her. Tears were flowing down my cheeks just looking at how broken Taylor was.

"It's..a- all my fault...I'm s- sorry."

Taylor sobbed and I shook my head, sitting on the floor beside her.

"No babe...it's not your fault..you don't have to be sorry."

"I- I didn't protect our b- baby properly...it's my s- second miscarriage..I'm s- so sorry..."

I wrapped my arms around her trembling body and kissed the top of her head. Her body racked with sobs and her heart was beating at an uneven pace.

"We can always try for another one again.."

She shook her head and looked up at me with red swollen eyes.

"B- but it's not the s- same..."

All I could do was hold her tight and comfort her. I didn't know how to respond to that. Taylor was right. We can always try for another baby, but it wouldn't be the same.

Taylor started scratching her own palms, making red scratch marks on her skin.

"It's a- all...it's all my f- fault...my fault.."

She started laughing and slapped herself on her cheek. At first Taylor slapped herself lightly, but her hits became harder and harder. Tears violently poured out of her eyes as she continued to laugh.

"Taylor stop."

I said as I held onto her hands, stopping her from hitting herself. She sobbed while laughing.

"H- Harry...it's gone. Gone. Haha...g- gone."

Taylor laughed before suddenly breaking down in another round of sobs. A tear fell from my own eye just looking at how shaken up she was. I knew she would react this way...I just didn't expect it to be that bad. My heart was breaking more and more. I shouldn't have told her that soon.

Taylor hiccuped and rested her head on my shoulder, her tears falling onto my shirt, making part of it wet. She placed her hand on her stomach and cried.

"Shh...it's alright Tay.."

"No. Our baby's not dead."

She said and sniffled, refusing to believe that she had a miscarriage. I looked at Andrea and she gave me a sad look.

"Honey..it's okay. Like Harry said, you can always try again."

Andrea said softly and smiled at her broken daughter.

"NO. YOU GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND. OUR BABY ISN'T DEAD! It's not d- dead..."

Taylor's sudden outburst made me jump and everyone in the room kept quiet. She was emotionally unstable and I couldn't seem to get her to calm down. A lot of things have happened these few days and I'm sure it's been a lot to deal with, especially for Taylor.

"Taylor...the baby isn't in your body anymore. Just face the fact-"

Before Ed could say anything else Selena stepped on his foot and shot him a death glare. I mouthed a 'thank you' to Selena and she nodded.