Things Fall Apart {Haylor}

Chapter 34

TAYLOR'S POV

"Are you ready to meet your parents babe?"

"I don't want to go..."

"Why not?"

I sighed and played with my fingers. I knew my parents wouldn't be happy to see me.

Nobody likes you stupid.

But I try so hard to be the best daughter and wife all the time.

That's not enough-

"Taylor? What are you thinking about?"

"N- nothing. Did you see my glasses? I can't f- find them."

I stuttered, trying to come up with something to cover up the fact that I was thinking about the voices. Harry chuckled and removed a pair of glasses off my face.

"You were wearing your glasses silly..."

"Oh..I forgot."

He smiled and nodded. But I could tell he knew something was up. He just decided to let it go, which I was grateful for.

"Let's go..our plane is here."

I nodded and grabbed hold of his hand, walking towards our private jet together. There were paparazzi snapping pictures of us. I could see them from the corner of my eye. I bet Harry saw them too because he gave my hand a squeeze.

We quickly rushed into the jet and soon, the plane took off. Nashville here we come...I just hope the voices stay quiet.

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"Hi mom, hi dad."

"Hey honey! Oh I missed you so much..."

My mom exclaimed and wrapped her arms around me, pulling me into a bear hug. Soon after, my dad joined and so did Austin.

"Group hug!"

I heard my dad yell excitedly. My dad's weird-

Oh who am I kidding the whole Swift family's weird. Well, Harry's kinda weird too. But he's my husband so I guess it kinda affects him. Oh Jesus I bet our kid will be the weirdest child ever-

Our kid. No. I'm wrong.

We don't have a kid.

I lost the baby. Wait no. We do have a baby. She's Claire-

No that's not right...we don't have a baby. Do we have a baby? I don't know..I can't- I can't remember-

"Taylor honey...are you alright?"

My mom placed her hand on my shoulder.

"Huh?"

"You were zoning out while we were having a group hug."

Austin cut in.

Oh right. The group hug. Weird family. Kids-

Kids.

I felt my heartbeat increase drastically. My mind was stressing me out. Kids. Claire? No..no I- lost the baby. Huh? But...but then Claire. She's Harry and I's daughter. No I lost the baby. No I didn't. I was so confused.

My hands crept up to my ears and covered them. I could feel my body shaking and trembling. My mind was a mess and it started to hurt. Why couldn't I think straight? Did I have a child? Did I not have a child? I was so...confused.

"Why can't I think...think. Think. Think..."

I started mumbling to myself. I wasn't paying attention to whatever my family was doing. I mean, I couldn't. My brain was too busy trying to think about what's right and what's wrong. Somebody held onto my hands and slowly brought them away from my ears. I opened my eyes only to see Harry standing there with a worried expression on his face.