Insanity (a PewdieCry fanfiction)

(Five) Lonely

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Pewdie/Felix's POV

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I sat on the couch watching a scary movie. All my lights were off and the only thing keeping me from getting hypothermia, was a thick blanket wrapped around me. I hate scary movies , the only reason I was watching it was because Marzia loved them. Streams of dried tears covered my cheeks. I don't want to admit it but.... I missed her more than anything. I would have loved to have her in my arms again, to hear her beautiful voice, and to laugh with her. We were like the perfect couple. We almost never fought, I say "almost" because like any relationship we had our problems. Our's being that I was always, playing games, editing, or replying back to comments. But she soon accepted that it had to be done, and that was (for the most part) it.

I screamed as a scary face popped on the screen. My scream was high pitched and raspy. I shivered and turned off the TV and sat in complete darkness, thinking of all the good times Marzia and me had had together.

<><><><><><><><>FLASHBACK TIME BBY:3<><><><><><><>

"What are you doing?" I laughed as Marzia picked up the pug I had just gotten her, and do that one lion king scene.

She giggled and put her down, "She's sooooo cute!" She said as she kissed the puppy.  And then stood up and faced me.

"So you like her?" I asked walking towards her and putting my arms around her waist.

"I love her," She said and then kissed me, "Shes perfect."

"What  are you gonna name her?" 

"Uhhhhh I dunno know... Maypuga." she rambled crossing her eyes and smiling. 

"I seriously don't know Felix! You come up with a name."

"I smiled as I thought about what she had said for the name, " Maya, but we'll call her Puga as a nickname."

"Cute! Let's do it!" She said enthusiastically. And grabbed Maya kissing her on her head.

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"Tilt up the camera!" She said clutching her purse and smiling. Her hair was especially beautiful  and wavy that day. And her dress swayed in the wind. I turned back to the camera and tilted it up making sure to get her whole body in the shot.

"Perfect!" She shouted fixing her hair and posing, "Just start whenever!"

I clicked the green button on the camera and started recording. 

"Andddddddd scene!" I shouted smiling. And she ran up to me.

"Thanks, love you!" She said kissing me and then ran back into the house change outfits.

I sat down and waited, while watching puga. She made silly noises and hopped around. But then she began to wander away from the field.

"Maya! Come here!" I said in my high pitched childish voice that I usually used to talk to her. I waited but she just kept walking away.

"Mayaaaaaa! Come 'ere girl!" I shouted getting up, and walking towards her.  But she walked father into the tall grass until I couldn't see her. I sighed and walked after her, calling her name. 

I stopped dead in my tracks when I heard a high pitched bark come from the grass and then a low hiss. I began to ran and followed the yelping sounds.

"MAYA!!!! PUGA-CHAN!" I desperately yelled. Until I saw her.

She was laying in the tall grass. legs sprawled and her arms by her face. She was crying for help. At first I was confused, she looked fine but the I noticed blood on the grass. 

"Maya..." I whimpered kneeling next to her. I picked her up and held her in my arms. And then I saw what it was. 

Her eyes was bleeding pretty badly. It looked kinda like something scratched it. Her mouth was oped and, she looked at me with her one eye. I stood up and ran with her to our house's back door. I tried to open it but it was locked.

"Noooo peeking!" I heard Marzia say teasily from inside.

"No Marzi- I um M-Marzia.. Please It's Maya." I stuttered like an idiot. I was panicking okay? Marzia flung open the door, she was only wearing a skirt with her bra.

Marzia glanced down at the small bundle of fur in my arms. Her eyes got huge and she gestured for me to  come in. 

"Uhh g-get ready and wait for me in the car... I have to get my shirt on..." She whimpered gesturing for me to go. I nodded and took puga into the bathroom. She cried in my arms as I softly set her down on a towel that was on the counter

"It'll be okay.... " I repeater over and over again to her. But I think I was saying it more to myself then to Maya. I quickly cleaned the area around her small eye and got some Gauze. I wrapped it around her head, covering her eye to stop the bleeding. She just whimpered and shifted a couple times but either then that she was pretty calm. I wrapped her up in a blanket and sat in the car. Marzia came and sat in the drivers side after about half a minute. 

She looked at me and whispered, "Lets go..."

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We sat in the vet waiting room. Apparently a cat had scratched Maya's eye so they were removing it. I was on my phone looking on YouTube. I asked Marzia if she wanted my phone so she could do something, but she just shook her head no and stared at the wall. 

Marzia had been silent the whole car ride. She would just glare at me or cough. I sighed and glanced back at my phone. I looked around and noticed that we were all alone. So I spoke up.

"Marzia are you okay?" I asked setting my phone on my lap and turning to her.

"No I'm not." She said glaring at me.

"What did I do?!" Why the hell did she have to glare at me like that? It wasnt my fault.

"You were supposed to watch her! You can't just let her walk away like that!!!" She shouted turning around to face me, "You shouldn't have been lazy, dogs are like children! You can't just let them wander around and do what they want!" 

"I'm sorry... You're right, it's my fault."

Marzia sighed and leaned back, "I'm sorry Felix. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that." 

"I'm just scared...."

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l wiped away my tears and got up, dropping my blanket to the ground. I wasn't wearing a shirt so I shivered. I walked into my room and layed on the bed, and closed my eyes.

"I miss our family...." 

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Hiiiii SOOOOOO  I did it!!!! I just got a laptop so I have more time to write. SO yah bye :3 Also it's really short. Sworry