Insanity (a PewdieCry fanfiction)

(Eleven) Back

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Cry/Ryan's POV

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I reached into the freezer and talked to Felix. My body still shook from the sensation of being so close to him. 

"You scared me half to death! I was sleeping and all of a sudden, BAM! I came rushing down the stairs and there you were, sprawled on the floor and crying... I never knew you sleep walked." I said as I wrapped a paper towel around the ice-pack. I turned around and saw Felix laughing as he stared at... Oh shit. I forgot to put that away. I hesitated before I slowly walked towards Felix. He chuckled as he ran his long fingers around the poker face. I nervously stepped towards him and handed him the ice-pack. He looked at me and smiled as he clutched it and put it on his nose. His eyes fell back to the plushy. I bit my lip and finally broke the silence.
"Felix?" I said and he looked up at me. His eye's looked so innocent...
"I didn't know you liked Cry!" He said as he hugged the doll. I breathed a sigh of relief and nodded.
"Yeah he's a pretty awesome dude." I said. Felix looked at me and shook his head.
"He's WAY more then awesome! He's my best friend," He looked at me and said, "Well I mean... One of them." He told me, "I actually haven't played with him in so long! *le gasp* What if we all make a video together?" Felix said enthusiastically. I shivered and quickly changed the subject.

"Felix? How does your nose feel?" I asked him as I traced my fingers on his jaw line. At my touch his eyes got wide and he dropped the doll, I heard him gasp and he stared in my eyes. I was surprised as his eyes were full of fear.
"R-Ryan? I-I uh" Felix stuttered and backed away. I was confused but angry at the same time. I tried to kill myself and he's still going to treat me like this? No. I grabbed his wrists and slammed him into the wall, while glaring at him. He yelped and dropped the ice-pack, I felt bad... But not bad enough.
"Why huh?! Why do you keep doing this?!" I shouted at him. His eyes widened and he shook his head, "W-What do you mean?" He asked me, his voice full of fear. 

"I mean, why do you keep sending me mixed signals?!" I shouted at him as I slammed his head against the wall. Tears collected in his eyes and he started crying. 
"It hurts Felix! I like you...! You made me! First you had me pinned against the counter, and the next you're asking out some stupid girl!!!" I screamed tears falling down my face.  

His eyes widened as he looked at me, "Ry-Ryan I'm sorry, I-I..." His voice trailed off and something in me snapped.

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Pewdie/Felix's POV

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Ryan pushed me against the wall and leaned next to me.
"This one time I won't let you push me away." He breath brushed my ear, and his deep voice sent shivers down my spine. I whimpered as he put his hands on my waist and pulled him-self close to me. He slid his arms up my back and playfully, bit my neck.
"Ryan what do you mean?" I asked him as he tugged the seam of my shirt up. He stared in my eyes, I felt almost hypnotized by his dark blue ones. He leaned in so close that our lips were brushing as he spoke, "What do you think?" In his deep seductive tone.

 I shook my head as he pressed his lips against mine. I breathed in his scent and hesitated before kissing him back. His lips were soft and smooth, I hope I'm a good kisser... I thought to myself as he bit my lip for an entrance. I opened my mouth allowing access. Our tongues danced and we slowly broke the kiss. I breathed deeply right before he pressed his lips against mine again. I smiled while kissing him and put my hand in his hair. My hand entwining in the brown locks. Ryan pushed me against the wall and kissed me harder. This time our tongues were battling. Ryan grabbed my waist and pulled himself closer to me. His leg was in-between mine, and his other leg was rubbing against my left thigh. I moaned as I wrapped one leg around him. He put a hand under my leg and rubbed it as we still kissed. Without breaking the kiss Ryan tapped on my other leg and I put it around his waist. He caught it, so now the only thing keeping me from falling was Ryan and the wall. Ryan wrapped his arms around my back, making me squeeze his waist so I wouldn't slip down. Ryan broke the kiss and softly kissed my neck. He lifted me off the wall and made our way, to his bedroom. 

He was now over me on the bed and tugging off my shirt. He threw the material to the side and looked down at me. I was confused at first but then I realized.... He wants to have sex. I shook my head and whimpered, "R-Ryan? Are you going to.... Have sex with me?" 
Ryan smiled as he kissed down my chest slowly, sending spikes of pleasure through me. I arched my back and moaned as he un-hooked my belt and took it off. He flung it to the side and started to un-button my jeans. I put my hand on his and stopped him. I shivered and spoke, "Ryan I don't think I'm ready..... I mean... Won't it hurt?"  Ryan leaned towards my ear and whispered, "Already ahead of you friend."

He got up and walked towards his dresser. He opened a drawer. He took out a small bottle of clear liquid and climbed back on top of me. He showed me the bottle and I shuddered. Lube? Oh no, he's really going to. 

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Cry/Ryan's POV

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I woke up with sunlight bathing the room. Felix was still wrapped around me. He was still sweaty and he was softly moaning. I giggled and slowly pried him off of me without waking him. I got up, pulling on a pair of boxers and walking into the kitchen for something to drink. After I poured myself some water I heard someone knocking at the door and set down the glass. I ran towards the door and put on my green hoodie that was set beside it. After pulling it over my head, I opened the door and almost screamed.

 Marzia. 

"What the hell do you want?!" I asked angrily. There was NO way Felix could see her. He's been wanting her back for so long... And I finally got to sleep with him. No. I couldn't let him see her. No. That would change everything. No. He would abandon me. No. I would be alone. No....
"I need to see Felix.... I want to apologize. I-I need to tell him something." She told me, "This is where he lives right? Felix Arvid Ulf Kjellberg? Uhhh kinda known as Pewdie...." She asked. 
What do I say?! I don't want to lie... Well he can't see her... But at the same time I don't think he would abandon me for her... I mean she got pregnant with some other dude.... I looked at her stomach. It was flat. Always how it was in her videos. 

What the hell is going on?!

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Hey guys! So it's Christmas break so I hurried and wrote this. I'm sorry if my writing is getting worse, I promise I'll be better. I've just been awfully busy. So anyway I put some yaoi in this. I didn't finish because this just made me very unconformable. But when I read yaoi, I'm having nosebleeds. Also comment what you think the whole deal with Marzia is. PLEASE. I don't want to look weird and have no one comment..... /.;pl,mnbvfcd vbgvfdsaqwedcsaqw234567u8i9o0p

Also I have a new favorite writer, JayChristmasD3mon. She's amazing and I love her. LOVE. Even if she doesn't love me. Ehhh heh anywayyyyyyy I love you all! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

*Steals all of your presents*