Insanity (a PewdieCry fanfiction)

(twelve) Take me back?

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Pewdie/Felix's POV

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I woke up to see Ryan walking out of the bedroom. Slowly I got up to follow him. Putting on my boxers I realized how much my body ached. Damn... Well that happened. I got up and left the bedroom. Walking down the stairs I stopped when I heard Ryan talking to someone.

"Why is your stomach flat?" I heard him ask someone. My curiosity got the better of me, and I peaked around the corner to see.... Marzia?

"That's a story, that I would love to tell Felix. Can I please see him?" Marzia said. She looked perfect as always. Her hair was put in a elaborate bun, and her makeup was neat as it had always been. I wanted to push Ryan out of the way and hug her, embrace her and never let go. But I waited.

"Uhh... Felix isn't here. He moved... To California!" Ryan told her while slowly closing the door.

"S-sir?! Please!" Marzia said as she tried to hold in open, but he was stronger. There is no way I'm letting her leave. I jumped up and pushed Ryan out of the way. He fell and hit his knee with a loud thump. While he yelped in surprise I flung the door open. 

There she was.

I pinched my leg to make sure it wasn't a dream. But nope. There she was, as real as ever. I slowly walked towards her and she had tears in her eyes. She outstretched her arms and I fell into them. I held her tighter as she started crying and whispered, "I missed you..."

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Marzia sat in front of me, while Ryan sat next to me on the couch. Ryan glared at her and she glared right back.

"Guys seriously, cut it out," I told them as I shifted to make myself comfortable. It felt awkward sitting next to Ryan after what happened. I honestly wanted to forget everything we did, and just be friends. He kind of forced me to do it. If I had been in my right mind I would have punched him away.

Marzia glanced from me to him and then spoke, "Felix I have to tell you something. I'm not pregnant and I never was." Marzia said sternly while looking me straight in the eye.

"I don't understand... Why would you tell me that then?" I asked her.  Did she just want to break up with me?

Marzia sighed and glanced to the side, "I might as well tell you everything..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~STORYTIME/FLASHBACK :D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Felix was in the study making a video, when I heard someone at the door. I skipped to the door and swung it open, expecting the pizza man, giving me the pizza I had ordered for Felix and I. But instead stood a man. He was about my age and  had black spiky hair. His green eyes pierced mine and I stuttered,

"C-Can I h-help you?" Something about him freaked me out. He put his hand up and caressed my cheek. I froze still. I was unable to move out of fear. He put his hand back down and smiled at me.

"You're very pretty. You deserve someone better. Someone who's not always playing video games." He said as he stepped forward. How dare he tell me, Felix isn't good enough.

I snapped out of my scared phase and pushed him back, "How the hell would you know that you stalker! It's none of your business who I love! So go away!" I shouted at him. 

 He harshly grabbed my wrists and pulled me out of the house. I tried to scream but was quickly cut off when he put his hand over my  mouth. 

"Shhhh..." He whispered to me as he closed the house door but was still holding onto me tightly. 

That night he took me to his house... "Felix do you remember the time I was gone for three days? Well that's where I was..."

He did awful things to me I would rather... Not discuss...

He left me handcuffed to the bed and told me he had to be some where. I looked around me, trying to find a way to escape. But I couldn't find anything. I hit my head against the wall, trying to just kill myself and get it over with. It hurt to much and I didn't want to suffer anymore. But a hair-clip fell out of my hair. I bent down and picked it up with my teeth. After allot of moving around, I finally was able to grab it out of my mouth with my hand. I smiled and shoved the hair-clip into the lock. After a couple minuets of fidgeting. The handcuffs unlocked. I rubbed my wrists and quickly got out of the room. In the living room my clothes were thrown carelessly on the ground. I put them on and smiled as I felt my phone in my pocket. I walked towards the door but froze when the door-knob jiggled. I jumped behind a couch and watched as the man walked in and scanned the room. Covering my mouth to try not to scream, he walked straight towards me. Now usually I would have ran, kicked, or even try to negotiate with them. But instead I whimpered like a little baby. He yanked me up and pushed me against the wall.

"If you ever tell anyone about this, I'll kill you... Understand?" 

I nodded.

"And I might even kill that little boyfriends of your's instead..." He told me as he played with my hair. I wiggled out of his grasp and ran over to the door.

"Remember what I said!" He shouted at me as I ran out of the house. 

He did this continuously. And I never told anyone. He told me he wanted to live with me. I obviously turned down even the thought of it.

~~~~~~~~~~~END, RYAN'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"But... He said he would kill you, Felix! What was I to do?! I panicked okay? That night I made up a lie to tell you. I just wanted you to leave so he couldn't harm you. I was doing it for your safety!" Marzia cried. I glared at the wall and sighed. He's probably going to take her back... I mean who wouldn't? I should never had slept with him, now it will be awkward if he does stay. Maybe we should just start over and be friends? I looked at Felix but now him and Marzia were hugging. I should have known. He'll never stay here!

 I was surprised as I saw Marzia smirking over Felix's shoulder. I glared at her and she must have seen me looking at her because she quickly changed to a smile. They stopped hugging and I was about to say something about Marzia but she cut me off.

"Uhhh Mar-"

"So! Felix?" Marzia said while glaring at me.

"Take me back?"

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Hey guys! got this out, soooo yeah. I read my whole story yesterday. And I realized how freaking awful I am and writing. So if you've stuck with me, or followed me, or liked my story, I love you <3 and also I'm so sorry.

Also Jay said she loved me too, so you know what this means? Obviously were getting married! xD 

Okay love you guys, bye! :3