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Chapter 27

Nabi's P.O.V

I watched the clock tick slowly, silently. My head was laying sideways in my arms at my desk. It was quiet. Only two other students had arrived, so the three of us sat, each at our separate desks, without a word. But I liked that. Silence was good.

"YAH! Hand it over!" A voice suddenly cried.

I sighed. Goodbye silence.

"Not till you tell me who it was!"

"I already told you!"

"Say it again!"

Jungkook and Hoseok scrambled into the classroom. Jungkook was chasing Hoseok, trying to grab something from his hand. I watched them from my desk in the corner, my head now raised.

"I don't need to repeat myself!" Jungkook insisted through gritted teeth.

"Just say it!"

"Just give me my cellphone!"

"Boys!" Jin snapped, walking into the classroom briskly. "Can't you see, these other students are trying to study!"

"Hoseok hyung won't give my phone back," Jungkook explained.

"Just tell me who texted!" Hoseok whined.

They continued to argue, so I laid my head back onto my arms. Truthfully, I did sort of miss hanging out with them, as awkward as I'd felt. It was interesting, their behavior. And I got to feel like I actually had more than one friend. Like I belonged in this large and important group. But I was glad to be Nabi again. Mostly.

"Oh, hello, Nabi!" Jin finally noticed me from across the classroom, making me jerk up.

"Hello," I replied, bowing my head slightly.

"I heard that you and Taehyung had an argument," he continued.

"Oh. You did?" I chewed my lips, feeling a bit uncomfortable speaking about it. "Well, don't worry. It's all fine now."

"Ah, that's good."

I turned back to my desk, hoping he wouldn't continue. How did he know about it? Did V tell him? That did seem most likely. Hopefully, V hadn't included many details.

"Morning, guys." V walked in.

He sat down his normal spot, beside Jin. I watched carefully, wondering if he would say anything to me. Our conversation from the day before had been awkward, and I wondered if he'd actually meant it when he said he would text me. I thought making up would have been sort of like our goodbye, but his words had made it sound like he had other plans.

"Um. Hi, Nabi." His voice broke my trail of thoughts.

I looked up, noticing he'd turned around to face me.

"Oh, hi," I replied.

Greeting each other. Did that mean we were still going to talk? Did that mean he still wanted to be, whatever we had been before? What had we been before? Not exactly friends. We were just stuck with each other. But things were back to normal. So what were we now?

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I walked towards the cafeteria slowly, in loneliness. Rachel was out of town for the day, so it was just me. I sighed, my thoughts revolving around the current situation with V. I was confused. What did he want? What did I want? When I thought about it, being friends didn't sound so bad. But it would be so much different, now that I was Nabi again. However, I wasn't sure what he was thinking. We'd said hi. So what does that mean? You shouldn't be stressing so much about something so unimportant. I reminded myself. But I couldn't. Why did I care so much about how things with V and I were? I chewed my lip in frustration.