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Chapter 18

Nabi's P.O.V

At lunch, I was silent. V's attempts to gain forgiveness made me feel almost tired for some reason. I was tired of being this way. Tired of not seeing my mom. Tired of missing Rachel. Tired of being mad at V. But that didn't mean I was ready to forgive him. Obviously, I didn't even know who he really was. Until I actually knew him, he would remain unforgiven.

"Yah, Taehyung, what's wrong?" Jungkook nudged me.

"I'm just tired." That was part of it, so I wasn't really lying.

"What? My bed not comfortable enough?" Jin asked jokingly.

"You slept over at Jin's?" Jimin asked. "Why his place? You could've come to my house, you know."

"Sorry. It's not like I planned it out or anything." I shrugged.

"Why, though?" Suga said.

I looked over to V before answering, he was shoving food in his mouth hungrily. I wrinkled my nose and turned back to them.

"He's up--" Jin began before I kicked him under the table. "Yah!" He snapped before noticing my pleading gaze.

The group watched our suspicious exchange but no one made a comment. Having enough, I got up to leave.

"See you guys at class."

"But you haven't eaten!" Jin called as I scurried away.

V and I made eye contact as I hurried out of the cafeteria; I hoped he didn't take it as a sign to follow me. I didn't really know where I was going, but I ended up right in front of the bathrooms. A voice made me jump as I mentally prepared myself for the boys bathroom.

"I had the same problem yesterday." V came up beside me.

"Oh. You mean after you broke your promise or before?" I asked, not looking at him.

"Nabi. Come on!" He almost shouted.

I jumped and looked around, luckily no one was watching.

"Don't you think your making too much of a big deal out of this?! I mean, you let me go to the bathroom, why not change my clothes?!" He continued.

"That's different! When you have to go to the bathroom, you go! But you don't have to change clothes! Aish, That's not even the point!" I argued, finally turning to look at him.

"Well, then what is the point?!"

"The point is I trusted you!" I shouted in frustration.

I was getting so frustrated.

"You made a promise and I trusted you. But you broke that promise," I finished quietly.

"Nabi..."

"I'm not mad at you. You're just a boy, you break promises, you're perverted." I sighed. "But I trusted you. So I guess I'm more angry at myself."

I walked into the bathroom, not caring if he followed. If he did, I wouldn't have spoken to him. I had nothing more to say.

Taehyung's P.O.V

I watched her walk into the boys bathroom in silence. It was a harsh reminder of her leaving the night before. Pabo. I told myself again. Running a hand through my hair, I turned around, almost walking into Namjoon. He stared at me in shock.

"N-Namjoon. Hello," I said slowly, praying he hadn't just seen everything.

But instead of replying, he watched me in silence, studying me.