Voicemail

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"-leave a message after the beep. Beeeeep." The phone said and I smiled.

"Hey it's me, and I would like to say hey and ask you how you're doing. I mean it's been a year since we've seen each other, so I would like to start off with the obvious. I, myself haven't been doing to good.

I kinda depended on your support but you left me alone, so I'm forced to attempt to communicate to you through this old phone number that you don't even use anymore. But hey, anything is worth a try if it can let me hear your voice again.

I actually have something really important to tell you that I couldn't in person because I'm such a pansy. For a while now I've had these feelings for you and they have just gotten worse and worse over the years.

One of our close friends help me realize what the feeling is. So since I'm such a pansy I'm gonna say it to you over this voicemail. I love you, S-"

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"-leave a message after the beep. Beeeeep." The phone said and my smile fell away.

"Hey, I'm here to say that you still haven't said anything to me. And all the how are you doing crap is out the window. I feel fucking terrible, I act terrible, I look terrible. At this point I am the embodiment of terrible.

I haven't showered in a week and I barely eat anything. I haven't shaved in a year and I don't give any fucks. I've pushed away all our friends, so nobody tries to help me out. I've stopped making YouTube videos because I break down in every single on that I try to make.

I think it's because the entire process reminds me of you. That reminds me to ask your feed back on my feelings. Do you love me to?"

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"-leave a message after the beep. Beeeeep." The phone said and I frowned.

"Listen here Steven. I'm so done with life. I can't do anything right! Heck I even screwed up our friendship and it doesn't look like I can fix that. I can assure you my terribleness hasn't changed.

I'm also very salty that you haven't replied to my latest question, let alone given any kind of contact. I wish that your reply is yes. I mean, it's so easy for me to imagine what it's like going out with you and doing all the couplely shit that we used to make fun of. I can so easily think of what could've happened, that I get lost in our dream world for hours, even days on in.

In short your the only thing keeping me alive, but also the thing pulling me towards death."

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"-leave a message after the beep. Beeeeep." The phone said and I grinned like I had just won the lottery.

"It's been a tough 4 years without you, and I can't do it anymore. It's been hard living, but I did it because I know you wanted me to.

But I've decided to disregard your wishes and join you in death. I mean you've been dead for 4 years to this day. You were killed by a passing car. I just have been leaving these messages to a deadman in a desperate need for some contact with you.

So it's good I've figured out that the only way that I'll contact you is if I go meet you. I'll see you in a little bit, Steven. Love, Anthony."

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"Sir, we've got some new info on the suicide case. We found these voicemails as the only calls he has made in 4 years. Should we listen to them?" A policewomen in her late 20's asked her chief

"No, I think that case is closed." Max said and closed his eyes and released a sorrowful sigh.

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