i gave them to myself. i regret it so badly. i cant wear shorts without people staring. its miserable. i hste myself for giving myself them. i hate myself because i will never be giod enough. i will never be happy. im always gonna be the outcast, the loser, attention whore. it doesnt stop. nobody waves a magic wand and makes it better. sure you can tell someone and they can tell people to stop being assholes, but shit, they wont listen. its just so horrible. being made fun of because you dont like a certian artist or you ask to identify as a diffrent gender. is horrible. this world is horrible.
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