Am a player or a slut if you wanna call me that I don't care honestly.Not everything will turn out the way I want it to which is being a player and has he come back to my life or am I falling in love once again with a guy. That I don't want to fall...
He was eventually going to tell me that sooner or later. But it's time I move on as well, I need to find Carson might as well get ready to find him so I get dressed and get out of my pj's what I wear today will make sure that he falls for me. So I decide to wear a black laced dress with black wedged heels, black rose earrings and a chained necklace.
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I let my hair down just so I can look nice but I decide to curl up my hair. The only reason I'm wearing black is because it matches me plus I heard he likes the color black so why not match the part. So I get out of the house and just the right timing I see Carson walking with girls by his side ,of course, I pretend not to notice him so he can notice me then I over hear him saying,"Ok ladies, I will see ya tomorrow right now someone is here for me" but then the girls are mad then walk in a sassy way. At least he noticed me now time to be flirtatious,"Oh. Hey Carson, I didn't notice you" "But I did notice you my charming butterfly, what's a beautiful lady doing out here dressed like that, they should be with a fellow like me,care to join me" perfect,"Why of course Carson" so we ended up walking together holding hands but then he lifted his arm around my waist as if he were about to do something but what. "Carson" "Hmm, did you need anything like me lifting you into the air?" Hahaha he's cute charming and dumb, what would I expect from a guy like him but might as well let him,"Carson" I say while blushing this is the second or third time I've felt like this. But then when I never see it coming he let's me down and gets closer to my face and our lips are locked together as if he's always wanted this to happen. "Carson, why?" "What do you mean why? Haven't you always wanted this?" "Of course I have" then I lean in closer so that I can kiss him again like he did with me then suddenly I hear a familiar voice coming from behind us," Hey Audrey! *gulp* I see your with Carson now" he looked sad but why,"Yeah, but...how about you and Evelyn did you ask her yet?" "No but I will now" what? I'm confused why now he could've had a chance to tell her right? "Hey Carson, we should continue this later" Carson the says,"Would you like to go out with me?" "Yes" I say then he walks away but as I slowly turn around I see Dylan once again but he's looking even gloomier than when he asked me if me and Carson had a thing."I...uh gotta go now. See ya Audrey" what was that for anyways."Bye... I guess" I say waving at him goodbye. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -Cheer- I love Carson but I love someone else as well but I shouldn't love Carson after all he is a player like me but with boys you know. I hope that I can stay like this and not try to fall in love or even be in love.
