Noches de Locura || Poems

"The Last of Me"

And I don't blame you from the many things that you stole from me. I wouldn't blame you for my smiles and laugh, because you caused them. I wouldn't blame you for my heart, because I putted it in your hands without you even asking for it. I was completely yours, body, mind, and soul. Now I will go trough the world experiencing new things, meeting new people, seeing new faces that will always take me back to you somehow. One day I will see you again and my heartbeat will go as fast as it did like the first time I met you but there, I will no longer be yours and you will not be mine. We will be two galaxies meeting each other again, but by that time I will already know you and all of your games. How blind was I that I never thought there was a second face to the coin? You painted everything in my mind so beautifully that I never thought your brush will break. I was all yours, you knew that I loved you, you knew that I would've given for you even the things that I didn't have, but you still wanted to use a blindfold. And now all that is left are apologies, me apologizing for blaming hours and kilometers to come between us, me apologizing for not saying that I simply wanted to be with someone else and not with you, but then I realized I was not the one who had to apologize... It was you, but you know how I felt about apologies. Now I thank you for letting me be part of your beautiful sky, but I think it's time already for me to go and make mine. There will be dark days without you, but there will also be brighter days without you.