Noches de Locura || Poems

"Lost in yourself"

A collaboration with the amazing writer Camila Londoño camilalonart

Let me, let me get to the point that is no point and just a coma. I will simply try to be something that there never was. Feeling lost on the clouds while I have my feet pressed against the grass and dirt. Being lost is not as bad as it sounds, because it obligates you to search for new paths; you know, when you don't find your way back to who you were it's maybe because you need to keep on going till the day you find not what you were but who you're now. Look in the places that you never even knew existed, finding yourself is something that forms a huge part of you but it helps you to grow up. And I know you will never understand or get to who you really are, we are not only too complex, we also change so fast, fast enough to don't being able to learn of who you actually are. Too fast to adapt ourselves from who we were and who we would be. So don't worry if you feel lost, on your long path to knowing yourself you will find the greatest treasures of loving you, because feeling lost will be the only thing that will help you to find yourself. Because what matters is not what's at the end, but the process you've  go through meanwhile trying to arrive. So go a head, feel emptiness as well as loneliness, because there's nothing wrong in those human feelings, actually humanity is the thing hard enough to shape you, so let it craft you, but lead that process, so it becomes a tool instead of a weapon.