Noches de Locura || Poems

"I created a monster"

Come as you are, beautiful and perfect to me. Come as you are, with flowers around your head and that beautiful smile. Come as you are, let me drown in the waves of your laugh and tell you how much I like it. I will deeply fall in love with the way you talk and how passionate you are. I will romanticize every night me kissing your lips and you begging me not to go. We will watch the moon and I will hear you sing, we will dance to the most beautiful song and make love.

But no, stop! What are you doing to me? Can you see how my heart is breaking and you're the reason why it always bleeds. Oh no, now I see it all clear. Now I see everything in a different way.

"This is not you" I tell myself over and over again. Oh no, what have done to the sweet boy? Where is he? I entered my mind way too deep, the person I'm seeing in front of me is not who I actually thought. Too much perfection will destroy us both. Your lies made believe, your lies made me believe that I was loving a prince charming while the frog was there indeed.

I have created a monster, not a human being.