"Harry!" I pushed him back, mostly out of shock, both of us out of breath.
"I'm sorry. I didn't.. I don't know what just came over me, but I've been wanting to do that all night." He says and looks down, bashfully.
"I think I'm just going to get Mac and we can go ahead and just leave." Despite it being completely and utterly the wrong timing, Harry's kiss was the best kiss I've ever had. He just made Mason look super inadequate and lacking the much needed skill for a kiss of that level.
"Where are you guys going to go?" He asked breaking me from my train of thought.
"I don't know Harry. First my boyfriend of three years cheats on me, and you defend me and call me lovely, then I try to be fun and flirty and you shut me down. Then like a million things fall out of your glove compartment like Mary Poppins or something then you try to kiss me and just expect everything to be just..-" I am cut off by Harrys soft lips yet again.
"Stop! Stop doing that!" I yell and walk to the living room. I think there's a part of me that does not, actually, want him to stop doing that.
"Mac! Come on we're leaving!" She groaned and rolled over further into Louis which caused him to stir in his sleep and put his arm around my bestfriend but neither fully woke up. I walked to the door and opened it.
"Where are you going?" A deep voice called from behind me.
"Away." I replied and slammed the door closed. I heard it open moments later but kept going down the path to the side walk.
"WHERE are you going?" Harry's voice boomed behind me. He had put on a jacket and shoes. I turned around and the full on tears came down.
" I.. I don't know Harry." I sobbed and sat on the cool concrete. I had been trying to distract myself with Harry but I couldn't get over what went on at that party. It was freezing out. I shivered and wiped my jaw because, that's where my tears were collecting before dripping off of my face and falling onto my pants.
"Here." Harry draped a black leather jacket over the expanse of my shoulders. It was warm from where he wearing it and it smelled heavenly.
"Hey. Hey. Please don't cry." He said as he wiped away my 20 millionth tear of the night. This night just needs to end already damn.
"I can't help it. Mason left me, my parents are always working and now Mac is moving and I can't talk to her about it because I'm not supposed to know. How long is she going to keep it from me Harry?" I sighed. The tears coming slower. "I don't have anyone Harry. Yeah I'm 'popular' but only because I dated Mason and am friends with 'Lacey McDonald cheer captain, science club president, co-captain of the soccer team, member of the choir, and beauty pageant winner 6 years in a row.' Now I sound like a jealous 14 year old. I'm not though, I just said all that because without her and Mason I'm nothing. It's like going back to 6th grade with the extra pounds, acne, braces, and glasses and I don't want to Harry!" I sniffled. He put my forehead on his shoulder and rubbed my back. "But mostly I don't want to be alone." I looked up at him.
"Get a puppy." He laughed, adorable a dimples ghosting over his face for a second.
"Okay, ass." I said smiling and rolled me eyes.
"You have me." Harry says as he brushes away wisps of hair that were stuck to my face due to hot tears.
"Yeah, but I just met you!" I officially was no longer crying. I took off the elastic out of of my hair and ran my fingers through it before putting it in a birds nest of a messy bun on top of my head.
"And this is crazy. So call me maybe." He sang and I laughed. "There we go. Now you're smiling." He said. He adjusted his posture. He was now more slouched and relaxed as he put his elbows on his knees and laced his fingers together in the middle of the open gap between his legs.
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