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"H-Harrry.." I stuttered. My nerves obviously getting the better of me.
"Shhhh.. Baby it's alright," he reassured me and pulled me into his chest. I wrapped my arms around him and nuzzled my face into his chest. He smells so good. God he always smells like my own personal piece of heaven. Armani I think is what he wears. They deserve an award. I'm getting too distracted. I looked up at him. The look in his eyes was so comforting and a tad bit concerned.
"Harry?" I questioned.
"Yes baby?"
I grinned up at him. I love it when he calls me baby.
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One year before.
Ch. 1
"Mason why are you looking.. What are you doi- ... Don't!" I laughed.
"Lucy get ready." He smirked. Oh shit. He's gonna tickle me. Damn it.
"Noooooo!" I tried to grab a pillow to block him with it. When that didn't work I shrieked. He crept closer instead of tickling me he crawled on top of me. I peered up at his light blue eyes. Mason really was gorgeous. Brown hair. Blue eyes, wears polos and khakis. Mason is your average pretty boy. He pecked me on the corner of my mouth and I smiled at him. He dipped his head back down and started kissing me, really kissing me. His hot tongue pried its way into my mouth . Here we go again. He reached down in between us to rub my thighs, never breaking the kiss. His fingers were creeping up closer to the band of my yoga pants when he finally did I jumped up.
"I'm thirsty. I need some water." I hopped off the bed in haste and ran downstairs, with a huff annoyance Mason rolled over then followed me downstairs.
"Why do you always do this? Why don't you let me love you like you know I can?" He whined and leaned into the cabinet. He's cute and I honestly don't know why I try to resist him so much.
"Its just that I'm not ready yet and it's gross."
"Baby, why is it gross?" He countered, ignoring the beginning of my answer.
"I'm just.. not ready I guess." I said again, hoping he would catch on this time.
"Fine. I gotta go. Jayson, Matt, and Alex are throwing a party."
"Okay bye." I smiled then took a swig from my water bottle. He kissed me on my forehead when he turned to go, I grabbed his hand to spin him towards me. He looked at me with a confused expression.
"I love you Mason, please don't be mad at me.." I tried to pull him closer but he didn't budge. He nodded then turned to be on his way, but I grabbed his arm again.
"Mason! Look at me, talk to me.. Please.." My voice started to crack.
"What do you want me to say?" He asked, he looked annoyed and ready to leave. I felt the tears surface. Why was I about to cry? Ugh.
"Baby don't cry." He used the pad of his thumb to catch a stray tear.
"I.. I'm s-sorry. I ju just c-c-cant be th-that girl." I stuttered. Wow how pathetic am I? I'm too emotional right now.
"Lucy." He used his index finger and middle to place under my chin to bring my eyes to meet his. "You're not 'that girl' whatever you mean by that. You're my girl. My beautiful, funny, smart girlfriend. I don't want to pressure into doing things you're not comfortable with doing. It's just hard for me to accept that you aren't yet. I know you will be soon and I will definitely be waiting." He smiled a cocky smile at me.
