If I could describe to you how I feel right now, you'd think I'm insane...
Are you testing me?
Do you actually WANT me to try?
Are you sure?
Fine.
Here it goes
Don't turn back now
I feel like I'm drowning and the only thing I need to do is scream, and rip my hair out. I feel as though I'm trying to claw my way out of my own body. Like...my actual soul is trying to get out? I don't know how that sounds to you..that my own bad thoughts are doing that because theure trapped and I need to scream and claw my way out. Like I need to scream and claw and completely give in to the madness...
I told you you'd think I'm insane.