A/N: Hey guyys!! SO it's been a really freaking long time!!!
I will definitely be going back and trying to make this flow better with the other chapters when I have the time!
Pleaaaase leave some feedback?!
It's been a freaking year, I think I deserve something!
Anyways, enjoy <3
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I feel like I cried for days, realistically I'd stopped crying after a few hours. I'd just been sitting at the door, staring. Staring at nothing! I didn't know what I wanted to do, what to feel, or what I thought about this whole thing.
I was very hurt that Kellien would keep something this big from me, but he had a good reason, right? He HAD to have had a REALLY big reason why he didn't tell me! I mean, I fucking loved him! I still do..
Kellien had tried talking to me, he would knock on the door and tell me he was sorry. That he loves me.. But after a few days, he just stopped. I think they finally convinced him I'd have to come out on my own.
I couldn't tell what Kellien was feeling now, but I think I could feel Jeremy. He was quite angry about the whole thing. That I was in love with someone not meant for me. Hah! What did he know?!
He can't just walk in and decide he's my soul mate! He doesn't even know me. This made me more angry than anything. I finally stood on unsteady legs. It had been a while since I'd walked, stood, moved really. I was all kinds of sore, but I ignored it.
I opened my door, my feet carrying me to the living room. Kellien stood up immediately from his place on the couch, coming over to me. I pushed him aside, heading for Jeremy.
"Who the hell do you think you are?!" I screamed at him. "You can't just come in here and ruin my whole life!"
Jeremy laughed. He sat there and chuckled! "Calm down, darling. We'll explain it more fully for you." He reached for me, telling me to sit.
My hand met his face. "YOU don't tell me what to do." I said, outraged.
Jeremys' father stood then. I had long since forgotten his name. "Stop." He commanded. I froze, his tone had a strange affect on me. "Now sit, all of you."
I took a seat, once again. I felt Kellien sit next to me, but he made no attempt to get any closer.
I felt a pain in my chest. I didn't mean to make him feel like I hated him..
I looked over to him, and tried to smile at him. I don't think it quite worked though, because all the sudden he started laughing.
I felt my lips curl upward and I laughed too.
This whole thing was so messed up.
