Brothers

Chapter 08-Change of Heart

[EDITED]

::Justin Bieber::

"So mom," I called into the phone.

"Yes Justin?" She asked.

"How's uncle Jared?" I asked. He was sick for some time. He had some sort of sickness. I didn't really ask what it was.  

"Uh Justin. Aunt Caroline called me this morning and told me he passed." She informed me.

"I'm sorry mom." I mumbled. It's her brother.

"Don't apologize. I never liked Jared anyways. Truth be told. Jared was really sweet but he turned to a jerk." she said.

"So, you hated your brother?" Jason asked. Mom was on speaker.

"Not exactly hated. But he pretty much pushed me away." She explained. I nodded.

"Well I'm gonna get to bed. I'm tired. Night mom. See you soon." I said before handing Jason my phone. 

I walked over to my bed and jumped in. Today was tiring but I had to do something for my last concert. I might take a longer break. Jason walked out of the room with the phone is his ear. I inwardly thanked him. I shut my eyes and in seconds I was out.

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"Wake up!" I heard Jason yell and sudden pain on my right cheek. I flinched at the sudden noise and sat upright.

"The hell Jason?" I snapped. He never wakes me up this way. I'm not saying he should wake me up like i'm made out of glass but he doesn't have to hit me. What did i do anyway?

"Quit your nagging bitch." He rolled his eyes.

I ignored that and stood up and walked up to him. "did you cut your hair?" I asked about to touch his hair. It looked different. He slapped my hand away.

"Get the fuck away fag. Don't want your germs all over me." He sneered.

"Why are you acting this way?" I asked. His jaw clenched and he stepped forward.

"You annoy the shit out of me! I can't stand you anymore! Leave me the fuck alone." He snapped and walked out of the room without another word. My eyes glossed quickly. It's been a long time since Jason's last outburst.

Especially towards me. I sighed and changed into black crotch jeans and a red tee shirt. I put on some red supras with gold spikes. I threw on a SnapBack. Jason's right. I'm a fag. I grabbed my phone from the nightstand and grabbed my iPod. I don't even know why I bother sometimes. 

I walked into the sitting room in the tour bus and sat as far a way as possible from the guys. I guess they heard Jason's explosions? I sighed and put my earphones on and jammed the music. My iPod on shuffle. I closed my eyes for a while. 

After like my 7th song from my shuffle list. I felt my hair being pulled and I landed on the floor on my knees. "Get up." I finally heard Jason's anger-filled voice.

"Jason stop being such a dick!" I yelled. He punched me on my chest. I gasped for air.

"We're here. Get the fuck up." He snapped. I got up on my feet slowly. 

I felt dizzy I was about to loose my balance but I gained it quickly. "God you take so fucking long. Screw you." He pushed me and walked out the tour bus. I fell on my ass and hit my head against the side table. I laid there for what seemed like hours. I didn't feel like moving. I felt beyond dizzy.

"Justin?" I heard a sweet voice that only belonged to Demi."oh my god." She gasped and ran over to me. "You okay?" She sat me up cautiously. I nodded slowly. "What happened?" She asked next. Examining my head. I shrugged. If I tell her Jason done this to me she'll probably hit him in the groin and if I don't tell her she'll think I'm lying to her. I don't want her to think that.

"Jason just went mad and started attacking me." Her jaw locked.

"That son of a bitch." she hissed. "Come on Baby." She helped me up and her arm snaked around my waist while my arm went around her neck. She walked me towards the house.

"Where's my mom?" I asked her. 

"She went to the store. She'll be back. Why don't I help you upstairs? Christian and Chaz are there." She smiled and started towards the stairs. I nodded. We started up the stairs cautiously. As we approached my room I heard laughter. Then I heard his voice. Demi opened the door and let me go. 

"What the-" Demi cut Jason off.

"What the hell Jason! Why would you do that to your brother and leave him there? How could you?" She snapped and slapped him across the face. Christian and Chaz snickered. Jason clenched his fist and unclenched. 

He walked out the door without a word. Demi kisses my cheek and walked out the door. "What was that for?" Christian asked.

"Jason's been acting strangely and he started beating me." I shrugged and sat on my bed.

"So Chaz, what happened to Ryan?" I asked Chaz since I didn't get to ask him all this when he came to the hospital.

"Ryan B? Oh he has a job by the ice cream place down Stanford and 26th street." He said. I nodded.

"That's good. You don't have a job?" I asked. He nodded.

"I got a job across the street from ford park. You know that mini market?" He asked.

"Yeah, I used to go there all the time." I said. 

It's nice talking to Chaz about Canada. I miss it so much. But I'm glad we moved to Atlanta. Then I wouldn't have met Christian and Caitlin. "How's Caitlin?" I asked how turning my attention towards Christian.

"Shes fine. She got into a college." He said. 

Yes Caitlin was my ex girlfriend before I started dating Demi. "That's amazing." I nodded. She was older then me so that's no surprise.

"Yeah I guess." He shrugged.

"You miss her?" I asked looking at him. He nodded slightly. 

Jason barged into the door and walked right up to me. I gulped. Yes, I actually gulped. "I can't fucking hit a girl so I'll hit something close to it." He said while storming towards me. I stood up and backed away from him. I stopped walking once my back hit the wall. 

He smirked and grabbed my collar. "Getting your girlfriend to fight for you eh?" He chuckled and slammed me hard against the wall. I hissed in pain. He punched my face and stomach multiple times. "Fucking fag." He shook his head. 

I tried blinking away the tears that threatened to fall. "Jason that's enough." Christian tried prying him off me. He huffed out and turned around. I fell to the ground and gasped in air.

"Just fucking leave Justin alone ok?" Chris defended me. 

He may be younger then me but he was basically the one that stood by my side besides Chaz and Jason. "Whatever." He rolled his eyes and walked out the door.

"You okay Justin?" Chaz looked at me. 

"Uh I just wanna be alone." I mumbled. They nodded and walked out the door with a simple 'bye'. I laid back on the bed and just stayed there. Why is Jason going ape-shit on me? Why is he hurting me? What did I do to him? I don't deserve this. Or I think I don't. Do i? I just want Jason to stop hurting me.  I closed my eyes for a bit and started to drift away.

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