Brothers

Chapter 15-Awkward

[EDITED]

::Justin Bieber::

"Hey kiddo." My dad greeted me as I sat down on the car. I was  looking forward to this. I just really wanted to stay home. Something about coming out here tonight makes me feel weezy. I don't exactly love my dad because we don't have a close bond but I don't hate him. He shouldn't have left my mom though. I love how my parents arent constantly fighting. They actually became friends after their divorce. 

"Hey dad" I smiled at him and bro hugged him. I'm not that close to my dad since that day at the beach. We kinda were. Dad was close to Jason as well but I don't know. We all kinda grew apart I guess. I honestly guess he stopped talking to me because he thought it was his fault.

"Bieber!" I heard a sweet angelic voice behind me. I smiled real big and turned in my seat. My princess was here. I love her so much.

"Hey jazzy. How are you?" I asked as I saw my cute little half sister. I don't care if she isn't related to me. She has my dad's sperm and that's all that it takes for me to accept her. I don't really care if she has a different mom. She's related to me and that's all that matters. I'd die for my little sister and my little brother. 

"Good. I missed you." She pouted. I chuckled.

"I missed you more babe." Talking about babe. I haven't really talked with Demi in quite some time. I'm guessing shes pissed off. I still feel bad about that day. I wasn't in the right mind and she needs to understand. I just hope Miley and Jason are good. They deserve to be happy even if Demi and I aren't.

"So is it fine if we go to some place where the kids can play while we bond?" My dad asked awkwardly. I nodded. I don't understand why we have these monthly visits crap. It's awkward and it doesn't do any good in our relationship.

"Sure dad." I smiled. He started the car and drove off down the road.

"So where do you think is safe?" He asked.

I want to go somewhere loud so it won't be too awkward. "Um chucke e cheese? I guess." I shrugged.

"What do you say kids?" He asked looking back at the rear view mirror.

"Yes!" They cheered. A small pain struck my head. Migraine?

I hissed in pain. "You okay Justin?" My dad asked. Concerned laced in his words.

"Fine. They were just loud." I mumbled. I've been getting that a lot lately. especially during the concerts. I shouldn't think much of it

Right? "Kids stop being so loud." My dad said.

"Sowwie bieber." Jazzy replied.

"It's fine jazzy." I said. 10 minutes later we got to the nearest chucke e cheese.

We all got off and got a stamp with the same number on it. There was a few people in here but not to many. Since it's 1:30. They're probably still in school.

I sat down in a booth while my dad went to go order a pizza and some tokens. Seconds later my dad walked towards the booth and handed jazzy and Jaxon some tokens.

"Be safe kids." He told them as they ran off.

"So Justin. How are you?" He asked awkwardly. This is gonna be a long night ain't it?

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So somewhere in between the awkward bonding and the kids coming back and forth, i went to the restroom claiming i had to pee. I didn't. I just wanted to get away. it was too much. My dad isn't helping the awkwardness at all. Ive asked him about Derek but he just stiffened and turned away from me. He hasn't told me his side of the story and I'm dying to find out. What actually happened that day?

"Woah dude your Justin Bieber." I heard a guy from behind me say. Shit. 

I coughed awkwardly and turned around. "Yeah hi." I sent him an awkward wave. He was peeing while talking to me. Who does that?

"What are you doing in Chuck-e-cheese?" He asked while zipping up his pants. Again couldn't he wait till he was finished? 

"Here with my family." I sent him a small smile. he nodded and started washing his hands. 

"My friend's aren't going to believe i met you." He ran his wet fingers through his tousled hair. No. He can't tell anybody.

"Can you not mention this to anybody? I'm trying to have a day off with my family." I asked. He smiled big and nodded. He waved goodbye and left me alone in the restroom.

That was easy. Too easy. I wet my face once more before getting the courage to go back to my dad. I honestly don't want to go out there but I have to face my problems then run from them.  I sighed and sat across from my dad and grabbed another slice of pizza. He looked at me intently. "Yeah?" I mumbled with my mouth half full. He shook his head and smiled at me. Ok?

Jazzy and Jax came running back at to the table for more tokens. "Justin come play!" Jazzy squealed and grabbed my hand, It beats sitting here sitting with my dad awkwardly. I put the half eaten pizza down and followed Jazzy to the end of the room. She pointed to this huge rocking horse ride, "Can we go?" She asked. I nodded.

I helped them up the latters and into the horse. I put the token in and the ride started up. It just rocked back and forth while this melodic song played.  It was boring but Jazzy and Jax were enjoying it a lot. As soon as the ride finished they pulled me off the horse and down the steps and around the whole building. They wanted me to play game after game after game. It was boring for me but I'd do anything to get away from my dad for a while. As soon as I got tired I went back to the table and sat down. I grabbed the now cold pizza and chewed on it. 

"Had fun?" My dad chuckled. I sent him a small smiled and shook my head chuckling as well. Maybe he's not so bad.