Chapter 10-Causes

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::Justin Bieber::

It's been 2 days since my last incident. Jason has been awkwardly avoiding me. I honestly think he hates me. I don't know what I did. But I'm sure I fucked up. I just need to find out what I did to make it up to him. That's if I did something but knowing how screwed up I am. I did. 

He hasn't hit me though. That's good right? I'm sure it is. I was currently cuddling with Demi while watching a movie. Christian and Chaz were here a couple of hours ago but they left when Demi got here. They wanted to give us alone time I guess. I don't know. I've felt different lately. I don't know. I told my mom that I felt weird but she just shrugged it off. Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe I'm actually fine but I'm making it into a big deal. Yeah that's probably it. 

We were suppose to have a double date but Demi is still pissed off with Jason and Miley hates Demi because she slapped him. Ugh girls they're full of drama. I sighed aloud without even noticing. "What's wrong babe?" Demi snapped her attention to me. I shrugged. I really don't know what's wrong with me. I wish i did. 

"It's been really different lately. Since that bazaar panic attack. I've been uh I've been feeling uh you know the feeling you get when you uh feel like vomiting?" I rambled on trying to find the word. It was on the tip of my tongue but I couldn't form the word. I don't what's up with me. I'm usually fine.

. "You mean nausea?" She asked That;s the word i was looking for. Nausea. I knew that. I just don't know why I didn't form the word. 

"Uh yeah that." I scratched the back of my head. She turned off the tv and looked at me.Oh greaat.

"You okay?" She asked. I nodded and stood up. I walked a couple of steps before feeling dizzy. I lost my balance and fell on my ass. This has been happening a lot and I have no idea why. It's pissing me off. I'm fine and i feel fine but things like this happen and I feel stupid.

"Justin you okay?" Demi asked cautiously. I nodded. I looked around the room. Uh what the fuck? "Justin!" Demi yelled.

"What?" I snapped. She doesn't have to fucking yell!

"Did you hear anything I just said?" She asked.

"No bitch." I snapped. I didn't mean calling her a bitch. Why did I call her a bitch? I swear I didn't. I love her and I'd never disrespect her like this. Ever. 

Her eyes glossed over quickly. "Justin. What's going on?" She asked sniffling. I stood up and looked at her dead in the eye.

"Stop being so fucking nosy!" I yelled. My mouth was moving and I didn't know what I was saying. Why was I saying hurtful things to her? What did she ever do to me? She just cared and I shouldn't be acting this way. 

"Justin stop being such a d-" I cut her off with a yelp of pain 

I held onto the side of my head and hissed in pain. It's happening again. This stupid pain that doesn't go away. It's like somebody is hammering nails onto my brain with a drill. It's excruitating and I can't think straight or anything. It's just a horrible feeling that I wouldn't wish this feeling to my worst enemy. My god take this pain away! "Jason!" I heard Demi's voice yell out. 

The severe pain just got worse by the second. I couldn't even keep myself up anymore. I fell on the ground holding my head. I heard a door slam open but I was to busy trying to block the pain, to look up. The pain was severe and it wasn't going away. It felt like it was spreading. From the top of my head it spread around like a wildfire around my whole head. My head started feeling heavy and my eyes started hurting from the amount of pressure in my head.

I felt a hand around my shoulder. Then I felt some sort of piercing pain on my upper arm. It was subduing my pain. But it also made me sleepy. What's going on now? I let my hands fall off my head and I looked up. Demi was there with Jason. She had tear stains on her cheeks and I just wanted to wipe them away.

I heard a faint phone ring. "Yes dr Kindheart?" I heard Jason's voice call out. I blacked out a little before falling out cold.

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::Jason McCann::

I looked down at my brother's unconcious body, I had to inject him with the syringe the doctor left. He knew it'd get worse. "Whats wrong with him?: Demi asked tears running down her cheeks.

She really does love my brother. I sighed. I wanted to be positive before telling anybody. I also wanted to tell Justin first but I guess I'm going to have to tell Demi. I took a deep breath and looked up from Justin to Demi. "Justin has a brain tumor." I said. I never actually admitted to myself and I'm still not admitting it to myself. Justin doesn't have it. How could he get it? Did something happen for him to get it?

Did it come naturally? Did he already have it? I grabbed the paper Dr. Kindheart left for me to read and looked around the paper to find what I was looing for. 

How common brain tumours are

In most cases, we do not know what causes a brain tumour. We do know that they are not infectious. You can't catch a brain tumour. There are a few risk factors that we do know about.

Brain tumours are relatively rare. In the UK, around 9,400 people are diagnosed each year with a tumour that started in the brain, or elsewhere in the central nervous system (CNS) or within the skull (cranium). We call all of these brain tumours on this page. Around half of these people have cancerous (malignant) brain tumours. The other half have non cancerous (benign) tumours, or tumours which have not been confirmed as either cancerous or non cancerous. This is usually because the tumour is in an area of the brain or CNS that is too difficult to take samples (biopsies) from to make the diagnosis.

Cancerous brain tumours are more common in males than females. Non cancerous brain tumours, and tumours where the diagnosis is unknown, are more common in females.

Age

People can get brain tumours at any age. Generally speaking, as we get older our risk of brain tumours increases. But there are many different types of brain tumours and some are more common in younger adults. Overall, more brain tumours are diagnosed now than in the 1970s. This increase in rates is thought to be mainly because we are getting better at diagnosing and collecting data on brain tumours.

Around 400 children (under age 15) are diagnosed with brain tumours in Great Britain each year, so they are quite rare. But brain tumours are the 2nd most common type of cancer in children.

Around 300 teenagers and young adults (aged 15 to 24) are diagnosed with brain tumours in the UK each year. They are the 4th most common type of cancer in this age group.

That didn't help at all. Demi started crying again but I couldn't do anything to help her. I wanted to cry too. I picked up Justin and took him to the hospital. i called my mom on the way over. Justin needs all the help he can get. My mom can't loose both of her kids. 

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