Be Somebody// m.e

14

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Its been about a week and i haven't seen Matt in a while. Ive been texting him and talking to him on the phone but other than that nothing.

I decided to tidy up my room since i had nothing else to do. I grabbed my phone playing The 1975. About 2 months ago i went to their concert and it was the most amazing experience ive had. Sex came on and of course i danced around as i cleaned.

And this is how it starts
Take your shoes off in the back of my van
Yeah my shirt looks so good
when its just hanging off your back

I smiled remembering the amazing concert experience. Sex was by far one amazing song but my favorite of course was head.cars.bending.

"And im not trying to stop you love if we're gonna do anything we might as well just fuck!"
I screamed smiling to myself like an idiot.

I danced around my room throwing clothes into the dirty hamper. I finished picking up clothes and then made my bed followed by putting things in order like my makeup and such. I finished tidying up everything and took a quick shower.

I went through my drawer and pulled out some lacy underwear and a matching bra. I pulled a big t shirt over my head and some spandex underneath. I as well put some socks on just to feel comfy. I dried my hair since i hate the feeling of having wet hair.

I walked myself downstairs and saw Matt sitting on my couch eating pizza. I furrowed my brows and looked over at riley who was also eating pizza. I furrowed my brows. I made my presence known by coughing. They both turned their heads to face me.

"Matt brought pizza" she said.
"I can see" i said laughing and finally reaching the bottom of the stairs.
I walked across the living room and into the kitchen grabbing a piece of pizza and setting my phone down on the table. Matt came over pulling a chair out and sitting down.

"No hey" he said looking at me.
"Hey" i said.

My phone went off and Matt and i both looked at it. It was Anne. I've been texting her this week. We were planning on having a small party with everyone from school.

I read the message but Matt quickly took it.

"Who's jake"
"What are you talking about thats Anne"
"Yeah but she says a jake misses you"
"Ugh Matt give me my phone"

"Bye em im leaving" i heard riley call out.
"Im not your mom do what you want" i called back in the midst of fighting Matt to give me my phone.

"You know what since you wont tell me ill ask Anne myself" he said.
"Stop"
"Also what was your password again 1020 right?"

He unlocked my phone.

"What why don't i know your password" i said.
"Because I'm cool you're lame" he said. I took this as my time to get him angry.
"Jake wouldn't treat my like this" i said. He looked at me and scowled. I waltzed my way up to my room shutting the door behind me. He quickly opened it and closed it again behind himself.

"Jake also has a small di-"
"Stop" i said before he could say anything else. He laughed and sat next to me.
"Why cant i go through your phone?" He asked.
"You can let me just delete something" i said. He furrowed his brows and i awkwardly went onto my camera roll deleting a picture of my ass. It wasn't a full on nude or anything i was just seeing what my ass looked like. Plus its not like i sent it to anyone. I closed the app and gave him my phone. He reached for it and i quickly retracted my hand.

"Wait give me your phone"  i said. He reached into his phone and gave me it. I gave him my phone.

"Wait whats your passcode"
"6796"

We both sat there for 10 minutes going threw each others phones. I ended up finding nothing on his phone so i was just on his twitter scrolling through his mentions.

"Whos this?" He said turning the phone for me to see. There was a picture of me and one of my ex's he had his arm around me.

"No one important" i said assuring him.
"Nope tell me"
"Why"
"Because i want to know"
"Hes my ex"
"Hm how long did you date him?"
"Like a month or three" i said it was actually five i just didn't want to tell him.
"Did you like him"
"Yes why are you asking so many questions"
"Did you um have sex with hi-"
"No i didn't are you done"
"It just bothers me" he said.
"Why dont you have an ex"
"Yeah but-"
"Exactly" i said. It did bother me as well but i brushed it off.
He put an arm around me and kissed my temple.

"I have some big big news" he said.
"And whats that"
"Well i have to go to florida for the rest of the month for meet and greets and playlist"
"That great!" I said smiling.
"But sadly i wont see you for almost a month" he said.
"Oh yeah that totally crossed my mind" i said looking at my hands. 
"Thats why youre coming with me!" He said pulling out a ticket from his pocket.
"What are you serious" i said smiling like an idiot. He nodded and i hugged him. A month in florida. With Matt.

I kissed his cheek still hugging him.

"We leave tomorrow" he said.
"Late notice" i laughed.
"Yeah sorry also i gotta go pack and stuff so ill pick you up tomorrow at 10 am sharp be ready"
"How much do i pack" i asked.
"Anything that fits in 2 suitcases and one backpack" he said.
"Thats alot"
"Yeah were gonna be gone for a month" he said getting up and walking out.
"10 am!" He yelled out. I smiled and bit my lip. I heardd the front door shut and ran downstairs.

My mom sat on the couch with her ugly boyfriend. riley was still digging into the pizza.

"Mom im going to florida!" I said smiling.

30 minutes later after her asking so many questions of who id be staying with how long id be gone how much blah blah blah she finally agreed. Luckily her rich ass boyfriend gave me 500 dollars which made me like him a bit more. I went upstairs and grabbed two suitcases from the attic and went into my room.

I packed up everything and it was now around 8. I decided to plan out my outfit for tomorrow. I pulled out a simple white top and paired a flannel over that. I grabbed some leggings and my basic all white adidas which were packed up so i had to get those out with some socks which were also in my suitcase.

I went downstairs and decided to just make some ramen to eat. I made it in the microwave and scrolled through my phone as i ate it.