Be Somebody// m.e

23

"Would you rather eat a spider or take 5 shots of ketchup" he asked me laughing.
"Ketchup for sure i hate spiders" i said.
"Ok go"
"Would you rather um" i said throwing a chip into my mouth.
"Eat the same thing for the rest of your life or wear the same thing for the rest of your life" i asked.
"Do i at least get to pick what i wear"
"Yea" i said laughing
"Than theres your answer"

I smiled and rested my head on the bed frame.

"Well tomorrow i have to go to meetups" he said
"Ill just stay here im pretty tired"
"are you sure?"
"Yes ill be fine" i said laughing and kissing his cheek.
"Well im gonna sleep i have to wake up early tomorrow goodnight baby" he said as he kissed me and laid down. I smiled.
"Well you're boring im gonna go hang out with shawn" i said getting up from the bed.
"Um not looking like that put some shorts on" he said since i was in underwear and a t shirt.
"Oh woops" i slipped on some black shorts and waved to him.
"Bye nerd" he laughed
"You still like me though " he winked. I chuckled and closed the door behind me.

I made my way downstairs and saw Shawn eating ice cream. I smiled and went into the kitchen grabbing a spoon. I sat down next to him and grabbed his ice cream.

"Thank you" i said laughing as i put the spoon into the ice cream then into my mouth.
"Give me my ice cream" he said attempting to grab it. I stood up and ran away laughing.
"What? This is my ice cream"
"Hmmm fine whatever keep it" he pouted.
"Take it back then" i laughed.

*

I woke up on the couch around 1 pm. Everyone was gone and i finally had a chance to relax by myself. I showered and just put on some lazy day clothes.

I was still tired from watching shameless till 2 am with shawn. I talked to my mom and sister for around an hour and decided to take a nap.

*

"Hey" i heard quietly.
"Uhhhh im tired go away" i said groaning and opening my eyes. I saw all the guys and Madison sitting around lounging. I looked through the windows and saw it was already dark out.
"Weren't you with matt?" Nash asked.
"What?" I asked sitting up rubbing my eyes.
"Matt said he was going out with you today?" Shawn added.
"He said he had a meet up with you guys today? Ive been here all day" I said beginning to get confused.
"There was no meet up we went out to go eat and the mall we invited him and told him to tell you but he said no because you guys were going out?" Cameron spoke up.
"What the fuck" i said getting more and more angry. I immediately reached for my phone on the table and began texting matt.

Where the fuck are you

I sent the text message and was sitting there waiting for a reply. Shawn came over and sat next to me.

"Its alright Emma he's probably just getting some time to himself but didn't want to tell you" he spoke softly. I smiled and hoped that was the case although i had a pit feeling that it wasn't.
"Why wouldn't he just tell me though he knows i don't care about things like that" i said furrowing my brows.
"Maybe he just didn't want to hurt your feelings" he said.
"I need to go outside" i said.
"Ill go with you" Shawn said. I smiled he was a great friend.

We both went outside and dipped our feet into the pool. We sat there in silence. My phone dinged and i immediately grabbed it.

Don't worry about him boo get ya own man

I felt my heart sink and immediately my eyes started watering. I had that feeling where your hearts pounding so fast and your mouth gets dry and you forget about everything. I felt the tears wanting to come out but i held them back. I looked at Shawn and he knew something was wrong.