Waiting for love

Admirers come and rejections. (Part 2)

Another day on the bus, equals another day of social awesomeness, funny jokes and 29 people chatting, laughing and singing the songs from the radio station, 99 Jamz.

"6 foot, 7 foot, 8 foot bunch!"

The kids in the back jam along to, then rapping their butts off when it goes the next lines sounding like

"Nnenenmnenooran." that little line just constantlly being replayed.

What.the.fuck.

Right now I'm sitting next to a guy who is somewhat a friend of mine who is by the window seat and his body is turned to his friend behind us, also sitting by the window seat.

"Yeeaah! Oh snap!...etc." A bunch of loud sentences come out of his mouth.

"Hey he left his pencil." A guy just one seat diagonal from mine says to me.

This guy is so cute! His black framed glasses, match perfectly with his hispanic skin color. He has dark brown eyes,  black short hair and is a skinny short guy. Maybe 5 foot 2. My height.

"Yeah, will you keep it?" I ask.

"Hahaha, Hell yeah!" he says back laughing and I laugh with him.

Then he turns to a guy behind him, talking about...something? Sports probably.

My somewhat friend next to me, his friend behind him walks down the bus to walkway and I "accidently" put my white tennis shoes out and make him stumble. I laugh a little and he turns back seeing who tripped him.

The guy who was diagonal from me also leaves the bus on the next stop.

Now my somewhat friend and I are alone.

It was quiet, and I just hate when during this quiet time, no one talks.

I had to start a conversation. But before I even spoke I saw him rubbing his musuclar black hands together.

"What the hell is he doing?" I thought soo confused.

"What are you doing?" I say in a playfulish way.

He looks at his hands and says,

"I have no idea..."

Uh okay haha.

"So, where is your stop? Are you the last one?" I ask curiously.

"Yeah I am! I'm special like that." he says jokingly.

I laugh a little in a flirtation smooth way.

His friend said yesterday he went to play a football game yesterday, so lets see what he says.

"How was the football game yesterday?"

"Oh it was good." He says.

"Did you win? I got mixed answers on who won and who lost."

"No, it was a tie." He replies back.

Sweeettt...

"Oh really? So will you have a tie breaker game?"

Do they even have tie breaker games? O.o

"Nah, I doubt it."

"Ohh ok. What was your position?"

"Oh I was the runningback."

"Thats pretty cool. Did you run like, super fast and all?" I said with a smile on my face, not even knowing what a runningback was.

"Hahah yeah, then my leg got sore around the end, so I had to stop playing."

"Awww that sucks. Well I'm sure you were awesome." ;)

The conversation ended cause I was near my bus stop.

"Byeee" I said to him and he said back "Byee." But then, things got...the next day.

The next day is a Saturday afternoon, and I'm on my laptop talking to some friends on Facebook. All of a sudden I hear a, *ding!* from chat.

Oh its him.

"Hey baby ;)"

What the hell?

"Heyyy lol" I type back

"How are you sweetheart?"

Uhhh...

"Fine and you? :)"

"Good, cuz Im talkin to u ;)"

"Awww cool :)" I say

"Your lips...look so soft..."

Uh yeah they are O.o?

"Haha yeah they are :) thanks"

Thanks?

"I wanna test em out ;)"

WTF?!

"Haha thats cute but I'm not ready yet."

"When will you be ready? :)"

In your dreams >.>

"When I get to know you better."

Hahaha yeah right...well...maybe?

Do I actually want to kiss him? Or is it just my weird thoughts, since I never had a boyfriend before and am if I do then I can gloat about my first kiss?

I want to wait, just, first kiss with him? How will I face him on Monday from this conversation?

I don't want to hide like a 3rd grader. But I also don't want to face him and act like a 3rd grader.

Ughhh....!