Stand up. (Russell HOWARD fan fiction)

Chapter 10- Never been hurt

Chapter 10- Never been hurt
Madeline P.O.V
Saza and I was in her bedroom. She had just had a shower and got changed. She was so quiet. "Saza are you going to talk?" I asked.
"Sorry. I'm glad to be home but I feel awkward." She said.
"Why-" The door opened and revealed Russell.
"You alright Saza?" He asked.
"Yeah. I am now that I'm back home." She said.
Russell P.O.V
Tears suddenly fell from Saza's eyes. I rushed to her. I held her close to me. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"It happened again. I got taken away." She cried.
"I know but you were found sooner." I said. I realised I never went looking for her. I actually believed that she had left me. I really felt bad, but then again no one went looking for her.
I looked at Madeline hoping that she would leave. She understood and left the room. Saza and I sat down on the bed. She looked round the room. "Why is my stuff everywhere?" She asked.
I tried to think of a lie but I knew she wouldn't believe me. "There was a note left on the little table that said you left me and I also received a text from your phone saying that you hated me. I got upset and I started to chuck your stuff everywhere." I said looking down.
"Oh." Said Saza.
It went quiet. I heard Rosie-Lou crying. Saza and I both got up. We walked downstairs into the living room to see my mum holding Rosie-Lou. Mum passed her to Saza.
Saza P.O.V
I held Rosie-Lou close to me. I didn't want to let her go. She stopped crying as soon as I held her. "She's missed her mum." Said Madeline.
Rosie-Lou looked up at me. "Hello." I said to her. She smiled at me and did her little giggle. I walked out of the room with her and went upstairs into her bedroom. She was clearly tired.
I placed her down in her cot and wrapped her in her blankets. I bent down and kissed her forehead. "Go to sleep princess." I said. I walked out of her room. I then walked back into mine and started to tidy up.
I got my iPod out and started to listen to my Demi Lovato album. I started to tidy all my clothes back into my wardrobe. I must admit I was a bit pissed off about Russell thinking I had left him, but then again if you see a note I guess you think the worse. Demi Lovato's song Never been hurt came on.
'Felt picture perfect
On and off a shelf to a broken friend of mine
A broken friend of mine
It comes back and haunts me
A bullet undercover, fooled me every time, fooled me every time
But even if I lose it all
I got so much left to give, I won't give up
My heart is on the frontline, not afraid

I will love you, like I've never been hurt
Run through fire for you, like I've never been burned
I'm gonna risk it all like I never lost
Gonna give it all I've got
I will love you, I will love, like I've never been hurt
Never been hurt'
I sung along with the rest of the song. That song always makes me feel strong. This business with Matthew, I think I need to let it go. Try and ignore it and act like I used to. Act like I've never been hurt.
Russell P.O.V
I walked into the bedroom to see Saza tidying. She was putting everything back in her wardrobe. I don't think she herd me because she was singing. I could see that she was listening to her iPod.
She turned round. She had a smile on her face. She turned her iPod off and took her earphones out.
"You look happy." I stated. Her smiler grew bigger.
"I am." She said. "I have realised that I need to pretend that what happened with Matthew didn't happen and live my life as normal."
"Ok." I said. I was slightly confused with her change of mood. She then walked up to me and kissed me.
She pulled away. "Anyway. You need to promise me never to throw my things around the room when I'm not here." She joked. I pecked her lips.
"I promise." I said.
We both had a little laugh and then we went back downstairs.